TharnType OneShot

You are not mine

You are not mine

Lhong is a completely normal best friend,

Tharn and Tar started dating in high school. When he goes back to university, he still takes a room in the residence and meets Type there.

What if Type fell in love with Tharn all the same, even though he is in a relationship?

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This is not my usual style of writing, you will soon notice it, I think. Normally, I take notes before I start writing to know where I'm going, not there, I just write down how it came into my brain... I hope there are no inconsistencies and that everything is understandable.

I wanted to try writing in the second person, but I don't know how well I managed to bring out the feelings. I have the impression that I have changed the nature of the characters somewhat as well, but I leave it to you to judge that.

I'm not going to talk any more. Have a good read

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You're walking down the street; you've just dropped your friend off at his appointment. You helped him prepare a surprise for his boyfriend, for their first year together. You go back to the dormitory, which you share with your friend, but which will be empty tonight. You wonder how and why you got to where you are today.

You sit on a bench in a park. You've never been to this park before; you must have deviated from your original trajectory. You wonder if everything is going well for your friend, if he is having a good time. You look at the passers-by, some of them are alone, others with friends, and then there are those whose vision hurts you, those in a couple. What you would like to be in their shoes, you and your friend. It's not possible, you know that, but it has never killed anyone to dream, has it? Not to hope, just to dream because you know it's impossible.

You met your friend a few months ago, at the beginning of your university course. Your parents live in the south, but due to an event that happened in your childhood, you have been living with your aunt in the capital since you were at school. So, it was normal for you to study here, with your high school friends and your best friend. When you started university, you wanted more independence. After a few conversations with your father, you didn't manage to get a flat of your own, but you got a room in a hall of residence.

It was in this residence that you met your friend, you doubted that one day you would fall in love with him. Who would have thought so? Who would even believe it today? Since you arrived in the capital, you have not hidden your homophobic behaviour. Who would believe that today you are in love with a man? No name comes to mind. Nobody knows that you love him.

It is thanks to your friend that you are no longer homophobic, and not just because you love him. At first, you did everything you could to make him want to change rooms, but he is just as stubborn as you are, if not more so. You didn't really know why at the time, but your friend made a point of finding out why you were homophobic. Of course, you never told him about the incident, you can't burden him with that. So, you tried to find other valid arguments, but even you were not convinced when you said them. It wasn't difficult for your friend to counter them with logic and patience.

Thereafter, you accepted the LGBT+ community more easily. One day with your best friend, you met two LGBT+ people, they were very tactile and wanted to take a picture with you. Maybe you were no longer homophobic, but that didn't mean that you wanted strangers to touch you. You pushed the person away, explaining that you couldn't stand to be touched. Your best friend looked at you strangely, then smiled at the other two people and dragged you away.