Blue Birthday

9. Why have to be you?

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Here I am right now, enjoying the wind and view from the school's rooftop alone. Because that's me even from the start.

I'm used to be alone all this time, but without realising people around me makes me forget that I loved to be alone before.

It's break time right now, and I'm rejecting Yuna went to the canteen. I thought I need some alone space.

Glad that there's no one at the rooftop.

I'm just sitting on one of the chair at there while listening to my playlist from my phone.

That thought....

Even though he told me to not believe it but listening to what people talking, it makes my heart anxious.

If I could, I would tell everyone that they didn't dating with each other.

But that's not look so me. I won't do stupid things.

Lia...

She's, beautiful. She's the main character, and I'm just the extra between them.

I should-

My thoughts paused once something fly to my head. It didn't hurt, when I check it there's a paper were folded to airplane.

I took it from the ground.

Such naughty brat, at their will to fly this everywhere.

When I about to fly it back, my eyes meet someone who have been looking at me from the window downstairs.

He gave me a sign which I just understand that means, "unfold the paper"

I unfold it and see some words was written in it.

       remember what I said last night right?   Trust me , ok? I will buy you a large package of chocolate if you only trust me;)

I chuckled reading the paragraph. I turn to look back at him and he gave me his smile with his big heart sign.

As I realized, he never failed to make me relieved again after the chaos inside my brain.

Suddenly he go without greet me anything more. I'm sighed then sit back on the chair.

How I wish I was too brave to speak about my feelings to someone. I should not felt this, even from the start I should avoid it.

But him, Felix, he's the one who makes me feel this unfamiliar feeling.

"Oii flat!" I turn back once that voice was heard.

Huh, that's the group of trash again. People who won't stop call me by that unrespectful name.

I tried to ignore them. Because there's no response from me, they coming closer then annoyed me their so call ' lame joke'.