Blue Birthday

10. Heart to Heart

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I'm still at the place where after I confessed my feelings that made him leave. I could not say anything.

This is my first experience and..

Am I getting reject?

Is that what people mean? when they say, he just pity me and volunteering become my friend.

Do i look so pathetic?

"You should mirror yourself first!" suddenly a sarcastic voice woke me up from my thoughts. I lift up my head and found Lia was standing at the door while judging looking at me.

Somehow, that looks worries be a bit this lately when actually I never care about that before.

She walked to me stay with her arrogant eyes.

"Did you just confess to Felix? Someone like you, Oh Nari confessing her feeling to someone like Felix?" She keep cornering me with her sarcastic questions.

"Seriously, did you ever once mirror yourself?" She continued.

I don't know what to do and just listen to her judging questions.

"I know, you must be thinking that Felix actually like you too, right?" not gonna lie, her words hurt my heart. Am I not that deserve to be loved?

"I warn you from now, don't you ever think to own Felix! You don't deserve him! Stay away from him!" She warned me then left the room.

How should I handle this feeling?

I stayed in the sickbay until the first break, and I missed one subject before. I don't mind, I just need alone space.

I saw Yuna walked to the sickbay then when she saw me already standing in front of the room, Yuna ran to me and ask me lots of questions.

"Are you ok? Is it hurt? Where's Felix? I thought he was with you? Did he leave you alone? Are you hungry? What-"

"He reject me!"

My answer shut her from the questions. He speechless for a while until then she pull me to her embrace, which it's suprised me.

"It's okay Nari, you can cry, you can! I know it's hurt but it's okay not to be okay!" I pushed her, she too dramatic.

"I'm not crying Yuna. I mean, yes it's hurt me but I'm not sad at all!" I explained to her but still, Yuna looked at me with her sympathy.

"Nari-ah, can you just express your emotions? I know how it's feel when getting reject!"

I shook my head, then walked away from there. The more we stay there, the more people look at us with their weird look.