Broken

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♡Ashley♡

Addy spent a whole hour venting about what Taisha did. "I can't believe she did that!" She stood up from the bed and started pacing the room.

"Calm down, I think you can still show your face at their house tomorrow. Don't worry everything will be fine."

"I hope you're right Ashley. Anyways how'd it go with aunt Laura?" She sat down next to me.

"I don't want to talk about it." I stood up from her bed and grabbed a towel. "I'm going to take a much needed shower." I smiled at her and left.

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"Anything big happen since the last time we talked?" Miss Jacob's closed the door of her office and sat down in front of me.

I rolled my eyes at her. She obviously knows about what happened between my aunt and I. "No nothing happened."

"Are you sure that nothing has happened?"

"Yep." I gave her a tight lipped smile. "Okay, if you say so. I wanted to talk about what happened the last time you were here. The day I introduced you to Sarnai."

"Do we have to talk about that day?"

"Yes we do. Why did you react the way you did?

"Why did you want to introduce us?" I ignored her question. "Well Sarnai has been through a lot and I thought that maybe if you two were friends she could help you through..."

"I don't need help through anything. I don't understand what fucked up shit you people think I'm going through. I'm fine, I don't need friends, I have myself and Addy. That's all I need."

"You need friends in your life Ash.."

"No I don't, I don't feel like talking about this. Can we talk about something else."

"Okay. What happened with you and your aunt?"

"We both know how stupid that question is. I know my aunt talked to you already."  I rolled my eyes

I need a smoke after this.

She gave me a tight lipped smile. "Yes, I already know what happened but there's always two sides of a story."

"Okay so after you introduced me to Sarnai I went home and took a shower. When I came out of the shower I zoned out looking at my sister sleep. My aunt saw me and asked what was wrong. I told her that I was just thinking about all the school work I have to do. She started comparing me to my mom again. Saying shit like this is what my mom used to do. I was so pissed, I mean like...fuck I ain't my mom. She made her mistakes or whatever but I'm not her. So I left and slept over at a friend's house."

"I thought you said you didn't have friends."

"I never said that. I said I didn't need friends." I stood up and started walking up and down her office. "Okay so this friend's parents didn't mind you staying there for the night."

"Well he doesn't live with his parents."

"So it's a he. Are you and this guy more than friends?" She started writing in her book. "I don't think that's your business. Anyway, if we're done here can I go?" I walked  to the chair I was sitting on and grabbed my bag. She nodded her head and I left.

Adults can be a fucking pain in the ass!
I know.

I quickly walked to Brandon's house cause I really needed something to calm my nerves. I knocked really hard on the door before he opened it with a huge smile on his face. "Hey baby, I didn't know you were coming over." I rolled my eyes and let myself in.

"Got some weed?" I plopped myself on the sofa. "You know I do. What's wrong, you don't look okay." He sat down next to me. "Nothing my aunt's just being a pain again."

He nodded his head in understanding. "So...are we gonna smoke or what?" He chuckled and went to get the weed. I stood up and put the speaker on so I could connect my phone. "Please don't start playing your shitty music."

"My music's not shit." I rolled my eyes and looked for a song to play. After a minute of me looking for the perfect song Fire On Fire by Sam Smith started playing.

"My mother said I'm too romantic
She said you're dancing in the movies
I almost started to believe her
Then I saw you and I knew
Maybe its cause I got a little bit older
Maybe it's all that I've been through
I'd like to think it's how you lean on my shoulder
And how I see myself with you." I started singing along.

Brandon sat on the safa rolling a blunt and laughing at me. When he was done he passed me the blunt and I lit it. "I needed this, I feel like no one understands me."

I inhaled the smoke and was about to take another pull when Brandon took the blunt from me and put it on the coffee table. "You know I'm here for you. You can tell me anything, I'm never too busy for you."

I giggled. "Yeah I know." I reached my hand out to take the blunt but Brandon grabbed my arm and pulled me on top of him making me straddle him. "What are you doing Brandon." I tried to stand up but he pulled me back to him and held my waist.

I looked down at him with a giggle. "Okay fine, atleast let me take the blunt."

"Give me a kiss first."

"Hell nah." I laughed while trying to get off him. "Come on Ash I know you want to kiss me as much as I want to kiss you." He said rubbing his hands up and down my waist.

Well he isn't lying, you probably want to kiss him more than he wants to kiss you.
Fuck you, you're supposed to be on my side
Just give the guy a kiss.

I looked at him for a while contemplating if I should do it or not.

Do it already!

I put my hands on the sides of his face and kissed him. It started off slow and gentle until he slipped his tongue into my mouth. His hands rubbed up and down my thighs gently making me want more. I took his hand and put it on my ass.

I put my hand on his neck rubbing my thumb on his adams apple. I started to grind on him making him grab my ass harder. I moaned into the kiss and pressed my body closer to him.

He stood up with me still in his arms and walked to his room. He kicked the door closed behind him and layed me gently on his bed. He gave me a peck on the lips, then my chin and the started sucking my collarbone cause me to shiver.

He stopped sucking my collarbone and looked down at me with a smirk. He connected our lips again and put his hand under my shirt rubbing my waist. He pulled my shirt of, unclipped my bra and threw them somewhere in his room. I tugged on his shirt and he took it off.

His kisses trailed down my neck to my my boob while his hand gently cupped my other boob and started playing with my erect nipple. When he was done attacking my nipples his kisses trailed up my neck to my lips.

His hand went down to my sweat pants. I grabbed his hand coming back to my senses.

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