𝟐𝟏.𝟐.𝟏𝟎

𝓟𝓵𝓪𝔂𝓮𝓻

After I kept replaying the video for the 10th time I realized I'm floating in her details ..

I open the comments section and I saw how people trying to get her attention and some of them doing their best to have her .

I .. I felt jealous , I felt I wanna hold her from her wrist and pull her aggressively .. because I felt she's mine ..

I know I'm overreacting but I just felt she belongs to me, only me

" she belongs to kino "

After that I felt I can't resist the sleep any longer, so I wrote a comment, and I fall asleep.

I woke up at 12PM and it felt like I were in a coma, then I remember what happened last night ..

I heard that little monster laughing and saying to me :

" Kino don't hope for a reply, you are just one of her fans .. maybe less than them, you only saw her video last night, someone like her won't notice you .. give up Kino "

Somehow I ignored him and open the app, but he kept yelling in my head to give up over and over till I saw her reply ..

He disappeared and I felt heart attack ..
She replied to me !!!
But .. but what the hell I wrote last night ....

-Kino : unfortunately you don't have insta

-Reply : I have one

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I felt I'm so stupid .. her acc was in her bio and I didn't saw it !!

Damn it Kino you always put yourself in stupid situation

After realizing what I did, I just followed her as fast as I can, I was so excited to see her acc and know her more.

But again that little monster come yelling in my head saying :

" she might replied to you Kino but that doesn't mean she likes you or intrested in you , it's just your comment were stupid and by that you got her attention that's all, she won't accept your request on insta "

I felt I wanna hit my head to the wall so he shut up, but he kept talking and whispering :

" Kino be honest, it's finally the time to play a little bit with a girl like her, to waste time and don't feel lonely right ?! "

He keeps saying things just to see me suffering but after what he said, I went to my friend and I told her that I found a girl ..

Tap tap send a message to Lilo ~

-Kino : hey Lilo come here, I found a girl

-Lilo : are you serious Kino !!

-Kino : yeah, what's wrong! Seems like you're not happy ..

-Lilo : Stop looking for love Kino, You always get sad at the end because they reject you.

-Kino : jesus .. can you chill I'm not going for relationship or love I'm just playing with her ;)

-Lilo : Lol .. Kino you are sucks, how will you play with her ! -_-

-Kino : well let me tell you, I'll make her talk to me 24h and I'll get bored after all so yeah don't worry Lilo.

-Lilo : you will fall in love with her :)

-Kino : ugh wanna bet on this ?!

-Lilo : How !!

-Kino : If I fall in love with her, I'll do whatever you want and if I didn't fall in love with her then you will do whatever I want, deal ?!

-Lilo : deal, but for 1 month and we'll see.

After ending the conversation with Lilo I went to clean the house, I was listening to songs and then I pulled my phone from my pocket to change it, I saw a notification from insta :

" This user accept the request "

I felt happy, I felt butterflies in my stomach but why my head spinning .. I feel dizzy and all I can hear his whispers :

" let's start the game Kino "

It's like he hypnotised me again, when will this curse end .. I'm tired.

I went to change my profile picture and put my face picture instead to get her attention, after that I opened her story and I noticed that she got " daddy issues mixed with anger issues "

~ Ahh she's my type ~

After reading her stories and noticing some sides of her personality, I can finally open a conversation with her and pull her.

I replied to one of her stories, I waited few minutes then my notification pops

She replied with one word ..
Disappointed feeling right ?!
But I didn't give up and I replied to her messages

Again another disappointment .. this time she only react with a black heart on my message.

Next day I tried my luck and I replied to her story again,

This time I wrote unexpected thing to her, it was the reason of making her talk to me.

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" Am I a player ?! "

To be continued ...