𝟐𝟏.𝟐.𝟏𝟎

𝓣𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝓯𝓮𝓮𝓵𝓲𝓷𝓰

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" Kino .. this girl gave me a weird feeling "

Feeling I never felt before, but I liked somehow ..
It's like I know her from too long ago, even though it's the first time we talk

This strong feeling made me talk to her more and more, made me curious to explore every inch in her, made me in love with her ..

I kept talking to her and I didn't notice that I'm falling for her slowly, her ways to get my attention was always working, the way that she talks to me and treat me as I'm belonging to her made me feel safe .. her calm voice was always my secret happiness, her eyes was reflection of her pure heart .. her love is my weird feeling

I can't explain that feeling ..
'cause I never felt it before, but it's like ..

" floating in the universe, between the stars "

Day by day, my feelings were going crazy, it's like I have butterflies inside my stomach .. or more like I'm riding the roller coaster
I felt this every time I see her picture or hear her warm voice

I remember she asked not to fall in love with her because she is the type that can't stay forever and I felt even if we stayed as a friend she will leave me at the end ..

But .. but how can I resist myself from not loving her ..

" I already did .. "

I won't tell her that I love her because I'm scared, and it was the first time in my life I feel all this feelings for someone ..

She's older and wiser and I'm younger and sassy
I want to tell her how much I want her and need her but I'm scared..

She was honest and direct with me but her honesty was rude and that made me want her more and more ..

She told me after few days about a bet that she made with her friend, but I guess I shocked her when I told her that, I had a feeling you were a player since the beginning and wanted to wast time with me so she said :

-Kino : if you noticed, why did you stayed!! even though once you told me that you hate the players

-Kali : because I wanted to play with you to, isn't that fair! We both are players Kino ;)

-Kino : well .. I guess

After this we kept talking till we made a bet this time

-Kali : anyway since you made a bet on me, I'll make you lose it

-Kino : you will make me fall in love for you ?!

-Kali : less than one month and you are in love with me

-Kino : don't be so sure like this, and don't be the one who will fall in love first Kali

-Kali : we'll see about that, trust me I'll win

After days we started to talk dirty conversations and I meant to pull her because I wanted to see if she has this dirty side and I got shocked..

I never talked to a girl like her .. she was extremely dirty and nasty, like the way she throw her words made me feel she really is touching me and I can feel her naked skin on mine somehow..

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To be continued