𝟐𝟏.𝟐.𝟏𝟎

𝓉𝒽𝓇ℯℯ 𝓂ℴ𝓃𝓉𝒽𝓈

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90 days with Kali .. it's like I born again
I feel alive with her, and I can finally tell her ..

" I love you kali "

I kept saying it every day to her .. 'cause I really feel her love moving inside my veins, traveling to my heart and making it beats faster and faster..

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" I guess you're wondering now, where did my monster go all this days, right !
Well I'll tell you later "

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I still remember that night when I had insomnia, I were thinking about her and about the days I spend with her ..
At the end I couldn't sleep and I couldn't call her either because she's asleep, so I wrote for her a small message telling her how much I love her :

" Kali .. my beautiful babe I know you're weary and asleep right now but my eyes can't taste the sleepiness, my mind refuse to rest, all I'm thinking about is you ..
Kali you are just like the ocean, so deep and dark but everytime I dive inside your ocean I see things no one saw it before ..
when you get mad your waves irritate, I know people fear from the raging ocean, 'cause it can drown you easily, but I never felt I should fear from you ..
even though my biggest fear is the ocean but when it comes to you, all this fear fades ..
I apologize for every time I let your beautiful eyes cry and caused pain in your pure heart, I feel pain more than you do, you are part of me..
I don't want to lose you ever ..

Take from me what you want and what you need, but please stay with me .. only 90 days with you had the ability to change me and give me hope to live for you, I promise you that I'll do everything for you ..
I'll do everything to see your warm smile .. the smile that brings my soul from hell "

I send the message and I cried .. I really love her
I never thought I'd feel all this feelings as I do now with Kali ..

After 1 hour She called me and started to talk to me, her voice was shaking .. she's about to cry

" I'm here Kali .. I'm here babe, please don't let those precious tears fall, I'll hold you between my arms don't cry please.. "

After few minutes we end up crying together,
I couldn't feel anything just my eyes closing slowly, her breath sounds makes my soul feel peaceful, everything in her makes me feel I'm alive.

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Three months

In this 3 months I lost all of my friends except Lilo, I was avoiding everyone and everytime I make an excuse so I don't talk to them ..
I just want Kali ..

It was kinda the same with Kali but in a different way, she is famous in instagram and tiktok so she kept me a secret from her followers

But after three months I saw Lilo and she was worry about me because I didn't talked to her from to long and before we met up, I told her I have something to tell you ..

-Lilo : tell me what happened with you, are you ok !

-Kino : yeah I'm ok but .. do you remember the girl we made a bet on her ?!

-Lilo : don't tell me you fall in love with her !!

-Kino : well I'm in a relationship with her ..

-Lilo : what the hell !! All this time and you tell me now ?!

-Kino : umm things happened fast

-Lilo : tell me about her, I'm curious

I found myself talking about Kali for 1 hour without stopping and smiling and full of energy till I felt Lilo smiling and looking at me .. I asked her why she giving me that look ..

-Lilo : I never saw you happy like this Kino .. your eyes shining, your smile is bright and the way you describe her .. it's like you're describing an angel not a human .. I feel jealous ugh

I smiled and hugged her tightly.
After I told Lilo everything, Kali told her followers about us and things went crazy 'cause everyone wants to know me .. the girl who stoled Kali ..

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Three months turned to four and five and we were loving each other more and more ..

" We were deeply in love "

But nothing stays calm forever, we were having fights and arguments like every normal couples and there's nothing wrong with it, but one day a big argument happened between us, after I felt she's choking and loosing her breath, she stayed for 5 minutes like this till her mother came and helped her

In this 5 minutes I were trying to talk to her but all I felt is that I'm drowning..
The feeling of drowning was more painful than the real drowning, the heart beats faster than before, I can feel how the blood is flowing in my veins, and that monster had a chance to choke me more and more ..

" Kino look how she's about to die and you can't do anything just panicking in your place, I told you before and I'll tell you again, you are useless even when you seeing your lover about to die "

After she caught her breath and felt better, I asked her why did this happened, but she kept refusing to tell me till we started to argue and after this day everything has changed ..

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To be continued