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𝓘𝓷𝓼𝓲𝓭𝓮 𝓶𝔂 𝓬𝓱𝓮𝓼𝓽 𝓪 𝓿𝓸𝓵𝓬𝓪𝓷𝓸

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-Kino : your neck looks good to choke.

-User : really ?!

-Kino : yeah, I bet you're a bottom

-User : try and we'll see who's the bottom here ;)

-Kino : I don't mind.

After hour of talking I pulled her more and more to me.

Her name is unique, the way she talks is charm, her funny jokes always win by making me smile without feeling ..

" Kali "

Her name like a warm song to my heart, I was calling her name in my mind every 5sec ..

We kept talking day and night without stopping,
I was running away from everything around me and stay with her ..  she was doing the same, running away from her darkness life, the life that I didn't know yet

We weren't sleeping only 3 or 5 hours in the day
Even though I had work and she was looking for new job.

After one week of talking 24h together I felt my heart hurts because I couldn't admit that I started to like her to anyone ..

My ego of not losing the bet in front of Lilo and that little monster, made me hide my feelings
They made me voiceless .. fight with my feelings

I didn't want to put that damn bet but that monster hypnotized me and convince me that I'd feel strong if I did this and win this bet ..

"But I don't want this .. I just want her .. please stop destroying my happiness"

"Shut up Kino, you won't be happy ever, you are just a useless person, you just live to destroy everyone who loves you, trust me Kino I'll make you destroy her soon"

"Shut up .. shut up .. sh.. "

All I felt I'm falling on the floor, everything get blurry but all I saw blood .. dark blood like his soul ..

I barely could open my eyes and everything is hazy but I heard my mother talking

-M : Doctor please what should we do !!

-Dr. : her heart is weak, there's nothing we can do right now, I just need from you to make her rest and don't make her feel uncomfortable or putting a lot of pressure on her, we'll check tomorrow on her heart and do some tests, don't worry.

The doctor left and my mother went to stand in front of the window, I could hear how she was holding her breath but I knew she's crying so hard because of me ..

I called her and act that I just opened my eyes, she wiped her tears and act strong and tough in front me ..

Her warm hands on my face, her sad eyes looking at mine, her weak voice ..

I couldn't hold my tears any longer and I explode, I just felt I'm crying loudly without stopping ..

"Mother please forgive me .. I'm just like you, hiding and acting strong but I'm dying slowly"

I wished to tell her this but I kept it inside my heart as usual ..

My mother tried to know what happened and how I fall and break my head.

The next day I locked down in the hospital for 6h to do a lot of tests .. I'm so bored, I want to talk to Kali so bad .. I miss her

I felt happy when I get back to my house

I'll talk to Kali finally, but I can't tell her what happened .. I don't want her to be worry about me ..

We talked a lot till midnight, I were so happy but the pain of my head killing me and I don't want to sleep even though I'm falling asleep but I'm fighting to stay with her .. somehow I slept

I woke up and when I opened my eyes I saw her messages :

-Kali : where are you !

-Kali : ayy seriously you are rude :)

-Kali : you really left me and sleep ..

I guess she's mad at me .. damn it I'll try to see if she's wake so I tell her I fall without feeling and hopefully she understand me without getting mad

Tap tap tap

-Kino : Hey little devil, I fall asleep without feeling, are you mad at me !

While I was thinking how I can fix it, my mother called me to come so we go and take my test results

I changed my clothes and I'm about to go out till I heard my phone notification ring, I opened it and it was Kali response to my text

-Kali : Hmm I'm not mad at you, I'm just worry about you, anyway I wanted to tell you that I found a job so I'll go now to sign the contract with the manager, I'll text you when I get back ok !

-Kion : How you found a job !! I stayed with you till 3AM, ugh ok I'll go out too

-Kali : I'll tell you later ;)

I felt happy cause finally she will work something she really likes a and be happy, I went to the car and I drove to the hospital

-M : it's been 2d and till now you're refusing to tell me what happened

-Kino : mom if I know I'd definitely tell you everything trust me please !

We arrived to the hospital and we went to the doctor room but he asked my mother to leave us a little bit alone

At the first I were confused but then he started to talk to me and try to calm me down so I noticed that there's something wrong here, I kept listening to him till he said :

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" Hiding "

To be continued..