Chap 3: Diary
Suddenly a soft and alluring voice call out her name. "Child...my child..Cris...". When Cris look up she saw an eteral beauty. Her hair flutters like a field of dandelion, blue-ish eye color like a clear sky and her red like blood lips that's make her more stunning. Cris stunned for a moment.
"Who are you and where am i?" she ask cautiously.
"This is afterlife child. And i'm the godness of karma" that woman answer.
"Godness of karma?" Cris ask in disbeleive.
"Yes. I determine someone fate after dead and give them reward or punishment. And now it's your turn" the godness explain patiently. "Then what's my fate?" Cris ask curiously.
Chuckle the godness answer" you're neutral. That's mean the hardship and rough life that you face still didn't make you become a bad person but you also not a good person. Beside you also die without any feeling of resenment, hatred nor sadness. You just great death like an old friend which is the cases that I never see."
"I'm just an entertaiment huh?" Cris raised one of her eyebrow with the questioning look. "Haha you can say like that. Because you're neutral I can't decide weather to put you into heaven or hell. So i've make a desicion to give you a second life. What do you think?" the godness reply cheerfully.
"What will I get if live a second life" Cris ask one again. "Mm..how about I will grant you three wishes?" the godness tilted her head.
"Alright. I will make the first one now"
"Eh... So fast. What is it?"
"I want to visit my family and friend for the last time"
"Mm..I shouldn't do this but alright"
"That's easy?"
"Yes. Now hold my hand and close your eyes"
The moment Cris hold her hand the bright light appear. The next thing she know when she open her eyes she already inside her room with her mother reading the diary that she have been hide for a long time. Her mother eyes full of tear. The thing that she never expect from her.
Dear diary, today mommy bring for a walk at the park. I step on a stone and fall down. It's hurt so much that I want to cry. But mommy say from now on I can't never cry no matter what happens because it only show my weaknes.
_________________________________________
Dear diary, today I got into the fight in the school. Karen (the bully) say i don't have a dad because mommy is not beautiful. So I punch her. Mommy scold me for that. She say she regret it for giving birth to a trouble maker like me. Will mommy leave me one day?
_________________________________________
Dear diary, I got a second place in a class. Mommy really angry. She say from now on after school time I will have to attend classes for 5 hours a day. All of that teacher so scary.
_________________________________________
Dear diary, 3 days ago a bad² snake bite me. It's hurt so much. I heard that doctor say that it's hard for me to survive. Aunty Margarita call mommy and but mommy say don't disturb her with a small matter like that. Have I disturb mommy?
_________________________________________
Dear diary today i turn 16. Mother say I should start learn how to manage the company. I hope this time mother can recoganize my hard work.
_________________________________________
Dear diary, today I got to know that all of them were never my bestfriend. They just use me. Is there's no true friend in this world. Is it true that everyone only close to you because you're useful to them?
_________________________________________
Dear diary, today I broke up with Kyle (ex-bf). He say that i'm only a bet. It's hurt so much.
_________________________________________
Dear diary, today a girl ñame Ellie approach me. She say she want to be my friend. I'm afraid that she was just like other
_________________________________________
Dear diary, it's been 8 month I and Ellie become a bestfriend. I beleive that she's different from other
_________________________________________
Seeing her mother crying like that make her heart ache. She want to reach out her mother but it's suddenly bright light appear once again, make her eyes close in an instant.
And when she open it's again she inside her bestfriend, Ellie's room. Ellie is sleeping with tears run down her cheek. The bright light appear for the third time and this time the godness from earlier appear once again.
"You're soooo boring. How can you only fond to two people?" the godness sighing. "I don't know" Cris answer. She felt that the loads on chest have been lift up when she saw both her mother and bestfriend is in a safe condition. "Sooo what's your other wish?" the godness ask impatiently. "I....
YOU ARE READING
This Life, I Wouldn't Obey
Random"Remember Cris you're an Akwright and Akwright always lead not being lead. They only dominate not being dominate." That's word that her mother always tell her since she's a child. -Stop become useless -Don't be too proud. Work more. -Why do you thin...
