Nothing but the truth.

11

I hate to even talk about this, but this chapter is the story of how the best relationship I've ever had ends. It makes it all sound like a typical middle school relationship...  but really. It was so much more honestly. He was honestly everything and he was the only thing to lift me up when I was falling down. But about a week later we were texting late at night. I was near the window, gazing at the beaming stars. Everything seemed weird. Rian was being really anxious and I was tired. But he just was becoming distant. I knew he was a ladies man. He can't keep a girlfriend for very long. But I love him like crazy. So I hoped and prayed things wouldn't take a turn for the worst. I can't remember the things that were said that night. Nothing bad at all, but it was over. I'll just say that some old silver friends visited me that night, and I wore long sleeves to school the next day. Rian and I were still friends... but I had given him everything. First dance, first kiss plus more. It wasn't the same anymore.