I Miss You ~ Sirius Black ~

Wrong

His lips. They were soft like satin and shaped to mine perfectly, the kiss we shared together wasn't rough or fast, it was sweet, almost magical. My hands wound into his curls pulling him down to me, one hand gripped the back of my neck while the other circled around my waist pulling me closer to his frame. My heart pounded and I began to feel dizzy, possible from the lack of oxygen but that just made the kiss even more tantalizing.

His hands started to wander downward to the hem of my shirt. And that's how my marbles came rolling back into my mind, I shouldn't be doing this. He never once looked at me during school and now that he's here by himself he thinks he can just get with me. Not going to happen.

I turned my head and took a deep breathe,"Sirius."

He didn't answer as his lips lingered to my neck.

"Sirius."

"Mmm,' he mumbled.

"stop," I said.

He chuckled,"I don't think so."

I sighed and tried to push him away from me but he wouldn't let go. His lips soon found them self to mine again but this time forcefully, his hands gripped me ,not enough to hurt me but enough that it prevented me from turning away. My hands curled up to his chest trying yet again to push him away from him. When he wouldn't budge I reached to my pocket for my wand and confidently shouted a silent spell.

Protego!, I yelled in my mind.

I grinned in success as Sirius flew across the room and smashed into a dirty china cabinet. He slumped down in shock as the china cabinet tilted sideways loudly. It was silent for a minute before everyone who was celebrating in the kitchen barged in. I wonder what it must have looked like to them, the scene.

Me with my wand held protectively in front of me, my hair - I'm sure - looked as if I just got out of bed, with lips that felt swollen and red. A shocked Sirius , who looked equally as messed up as I did, slumped up against a broken cabinet all the way across from where I stood.

I huffed and glared at him angerly,"Shows you right, you....you...pervert!"

With that I stormed off leaving a very confused crowd behind me. Okay maybe he wasn't a pervert but that was the first word that came to mind. Flinging my door open and locking it with magic I curled up in bed totally shocked at what i did and caused. Ignoring the banging on the door from a very worried Remus I buried deeper into my comforter. I'm glad he didn't bother unlocking the door because I needed some space .

I liked it,the kiss with him was amazing mind freaking blowing, but that was wrong to think. He was Sirius Black, convicted mass murder, Godfather of the Chosen One, and bad boy even after school was over.I stared up at the molding ceiling trying to decide what to do know.

I couldn't possibly head down now they'd want to know what happened and I'm sure that if I stared at Sirius I'd blush and probably want to snog him some more. But if I stayed up here for a long time they'd still want to know what happened and I'd still want to snog him. So either way I'm terribly screwed.

I sighed and turned to my side,"might as well go to sleep."

------------dream

The sun was beating down the window pane and you could see every dust particle that blew off the thousand year old books of Hogwarts library. Across from me sat a very bored Severus Snape, who was twirling his wand around his two long fingers.

"So what do I get when I mix in this ingredient with this other one?," I questioned pushing up two different colored bottles both of which smelled like sour milk and sweaty gym socks.