I Miss You ~ Sirius Black ~

The Weakeness

It was hard to say who shot the first spell but soon enough the dark night was lighten up. Spell after spell were shot at me but by sheer luck they missed me. in the whole hullabaloo, where two death eaters were stunned - by yours truly - and the swing I sat on was set on fire I ended up hunched under a slide shooting stupify spells at any of them who got near to me.

I heard a distant voice-one I didn't want to think of- called my name. I didn't pay attention to it also i wasn't sure if it was for real or if my mind was playing a cruel trick on me. My wand shot a stupify spell when the distant voice- though now it was clearly heard- shouted out my name once again.

"Black!," I yelled at the stupid curly mopped head. "What do you think you're doing?!"

He dodged a green spell by going the rusty jungle gym. "I could say the same to you, hag. Now run to me an lets get the hell out of here!"

"No I'm - Protego! - not going anywhere with you and I'm out of the Order. I don't care what Grandfather will say, I'm out and I don't want to ever speak to you ev-"

"I'm sorry, okay. I didn't- Obscure! - mean any of it, I was just taking out -Stupify!- my frustration out on you. So I'm sorry, now run over here."

I stood frozen for a fraction of a second then I went back at shooting at the damn Death Eaters. Gears turned in my head, Black had just said sorry to me. Me?! Someone come and pinch me!

"Did you hear me?! I said I'm sorry so-," he began getting angry.

"I heard you, Black. It's just do you really mean it?!"

I looked at him after I said that. His usually grey cold eyes looked soft even though we were fighting for our lives, he didn't have to say yes because I believed him. I shot one more Protego spell and then ran my way to we're Black was. It wasn't that far away maybe a few inches but those inches felt as if it where in slow motion. His hand reached for mine and I felt relief that we were fine but then one of the Death Eaters grasped the back of my clothes and I felt a searing white pain fill my body. Then the lights and sound went off.

-•-•-•-• DREAM~~

I cursed for the tenth as I trudged down the low steps to potions class. Late again as usual. It was cold in the morning and i didn't have the force to get out of bed. Lily even said she would wake me up with the Aguamenti spell but Severus wanted to get to potions early. Damn you Severus.

I sighed. Professor Slughorn definitely won't let this slide especially after I told him I would be on time today. My hand grasped the shiny cold knob and was ready to get a scolding from my least favorite teacher when the closet across burst with a loud giggle.

"Sirius! Your such a naughty boy," the girly giggle happened again.

I felt like my heart had caved into itself. Like my lungs had been crushed. I froze and a boyish laugh erupted from the door. Sirius Black, my one crush was locked in a broom closet with a girl. My heart seemed to have stopped beating when this thought entered my mind and my lungs felt as if they where being crushed by a python. my body moved toward the giggling and laughing door. I probably should have turned away and thought nothing of it but then I would still have that delusion in my head that someday Sirius Black would see me out of everyone and say 'Her that's my girl' so this-seeing him with some else- could be a wake up call for me.

Before I could even touch the door knob it opened up and out stumbles Sirius Black and a petite freckled beauty. She was everything I wanted to be: short , blonde, skinny, beautiful and to be in a lip lock with Sirius Black. They walked past me as if I were apart of the stone wall -which compared to me is even more outstanding. My eyes started to water and a sob builded up in my chest threatening to come out but I forced it down. I turned around facing away from the open closet and calmly back up the dungeon stairs reminding myself to not let a tear out. Finally when I'm closed up in the girls dormitory do I let out a wail escape soon the water works start.