EXO IMAGINES

Sehun (sad)

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you were the only thing that brightened my life
Requested by : @breathingoceanair
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/this story will be in SEHUN'S POV/

He was never in a steady relationship. He never really tried to have one. At just the age of 6, he realized how unfaithful people were when he saw his mother walk out the door.

Sehun never realized how high he built the wall made of fear and timidness until his father asked his about his friends. He froze because he in fact, didn't have any. Instead of telling his father the truth, Sehun told him they made him happy.

Sehun sucked on the straw filled with tapioca as he walked down the streets. Even though the sun shined bright, he could only see the color black. But suddenly he stopped, and stared, as the cup worth $3.45 fell to the floor.

It was yellow. Her bright colored dress and flowers in her hands, they were yellow. Sehun had to rub his eyes with his calloused hands to make sure he was actually seeing color. And when they made eye contact, he felt his heart turn into the color red.

She smiled and her eyes turned into small crescents. He wanted to talk to her. He wanted to ask her why. Why she made him...see. He ran.

Sehun held her by the milkiness of her shoulders and shook her gently. He could feel tears brim his eyes for reasons he didn't know.

"Why?"

She just smiled again, "it's nice to meet you."

And just like the click of a light switch, tears spilled from his eyes because it had been 13 years since somebody's been thankful to meet him.

"M-me too.." He choked out.
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Sehun still didn't know why she was the only one. She didn't know why she was the only one. But Sehun didn't want to change that, because he just wanted her.

But Sehun never got what he wanted.

When he was 4 years old, he wanted a toy car that matched his best friend's, but he didn't get that.

When he was 5 years old, he wanted to eat a corn dog, he didn't get that.

At the age of 6, he wanted his mother back.

7 years old, he clasped his hands together before blowing out the seven candles, wishing to see his mother once more.

But Sehun never gets what he wants.

Because Sehun wished he could see the color blue. He wished he could see greens and reds but alas, it was worthless.

And when the world stopped when he saw the color yellow, he thought, everything's okay.

It's never okay for Sehun.

He didn't know what to do. He was never in a steady relationship. Not just romantically, but any relationship. He couldn't mend his relationship with his father or even keep in contact with his mother. He wished that at least, he could be with her.

Sehun told her about his disability when he finally saw the blue tint of her nails. She cried and told him she loved him. He hoped he made her feel like her heart was red too.

The first time she leaned in, he saw a whole new shade of red. He wanted to cherish her. She was the only one. And that's what he told her, "you're the only one."

Sehun wished his closet wasn't so black. He wanted to wear bright colors just like her. Just like telepathy, that night, she brought 2 bright colored sweaters. Couple sweaters, she called them. He smiled a lot that day.

She wore a bright red lipstick the day they went to the cinema. He couldn't stop staring even when the screen screamed at him to look. She was far more fascinating.

The next week, she brought back a puppy who's fur coat was pure white. It wore a bright green color, the same color as the grass outside. Sehun named it Green.

"What's your favorite color?" She smiled.

"I think, red." Sehun was confident in his answer.

"Why?"

He sighed, "it reminds me of you."

She squeezed his hands and laughed, "I'm glad you think of me."

I'll always think of you y/n..

It was that day when Sehun's world came crashing down in dark waves of sorrow.

He tried to grasp her from getting away because all he wanted was her.

All he wanted was for him to have something he wanted. That was ...all.

He saw a different color of red that day. And he wished he didn't.

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(A/N)
Hey guys!! So finally another update right? Haha.. So since I'm really inactive I was thinking of having somebody else write stories on here too ^^ she is one of my closest friends and yes, also an exo-l. Her name is Julia and she'll start writing soon~ at the very end of each story in the author note we'll make sure to state who wrote the story. You can request from either of us, so now if you request please also state which writer you would like to write your imagine~ (since we do have different writing styles).. I really hope you'll enjoy her writing as much as mine! :D
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