Baekhyun (angst)

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INNOCENCE
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It's funny how one person can turn your life upside down.
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Pitter patter goes the rain.
Rustle rustle goes the trees.
Woosh goes the wind.
Pant pant goes your breaths.
Thump thump goes your innocent heart...
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It seemed like it had been years but in fact, it was only months.
What if you were caught? But maybe it was the thrill that kept you staying.
But you always said you hated him. Maybe that's all a lie..
Because actually, you love him.
Baekhyun wasn't like anybody you knew. He was mysterious; dangerous. And maybe it was because your life was so ordinary, that you were infatuated with him.
He was a mystery you never got to see till the end. Because the end was too close.
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"What's your name?" He asked.

It was raining that day.

"I have a boyfriend."

He had beautiful hands

"Fiesty, I like that."

Maybe you shouldn't have blushed because you gave him the wrong idea. Maybe that was how this all started. But it's not like it would've mattered because that was how Byun Baekhyun liked it, fiesty. And you like it, at least you thought you did, ordinary.

But Byun Baekhyun was everything but the word ordinary. His dark eyeliner covered up what he was within. Nobody knew how beautiful his voice really was or how soft the tips of his fingers were. Nobody but you. Nobody knew how good he looked in the morning with his purple, red dyed hair sticking in all sorts of directions. Or how much he hated when you forgot to take the cucumbers out of his kimbap. He would childishly poke the cucumbers out with his chopsticks you remember.

That wasn't the only thing though.

It was his smile.

Maybe that was what brought you here. How you lost your innocence under the palm of his hands.

...

He was kind, thoughtful, and just a little bit sassy. He knew more eyeliner brands than you and insisted on you trying them.

But I guess I should start telling you how. How he swept me off my feet and dropped me to the ground in just a matter of 5 months.
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October 15th

Byun Baekhyun tried to drive me home again. I said no even if he insisted.

October 25th

He asked me what my plans for Halloween were. He asked me if his eyeliner was smudged.

October 31st

He kissed me. I pushed him and told him I had a boyfriend.
"So?" He smirked.
I hope my stomach was just uneasy from the alcohol and not because of the butterfly feeling in my heart.

November 5th

Baekhyun kissed me again. But this time I let him. Why am I doing this.

November 6th

He doesn't like cucumbers.

November 17th

He took me to his house today because it was raining and there was traffic. Said my house was too far away when it's only 10 minutes away from his. Hmm..

November 18th

I lost something today. And it wasn't even to my boyfriend.

November 26th

I told Suho we should break up. Didn't tell him I was cheating though. But now, it's not as thrilling with Baekhyun.

November 29th

We did it on the roof of his apartment. Was almost caught by a young girl.
He got mad because I put cucumbers in his kimbap again.

December 10th

It's cold. But he let me wear his jacket, it was soft. Just like his hands.

December 11th

He took me to see the Christmas lights today. He wore his beanie..I liked it.

December 25th

He came to my house today. We cuddled on the couch and he kissed my neck. Not even concealer can hide the evidence.

January 16th

He was angry today. I was scared.

January 19th

Suho saw me with Baekhyun at the mall yesterday. He texted me saying "be careful"

January 30th

I love him. But why do I feel nervous.

February 3rd

We went to the mall again. I thought he bought those eyeliners...turns out we had to run from the police. It was electrifying though..

February 7th

He won't call me

February 10th

He slapped me. He was drunk though.

February 12th

He told me he was getting bored. What does that mean?

February 14th

Why isn't he coming? We had plans...he sent me a text saying he was busy

February 16th

I went to the cafe and saw him with another girl. I confronted me but he insisted he didn't recognize me.

February 20th

We've lost contact. He changed his phone number and he dyed his hair blonde..it looks good on him.

February 21st

I hate myself for missing him. But he posted a video on Instagram. I never knew he could sing..I wish I noticed .

February 28th

Baekhyun is still stuck in my mind

March 4th

I got a text from an unknown number. "Are you okay without me?" I think it's him.

March 8th

I finally replied.

000-000-000
Are you okay without me?

Me
No

000-000-000
Okay

Me
What did I do?

000-000-000
You were boring

Me
How?

000-000-000
You wouldn't do things I wanted you to.

Me
I'm sorry.

000-000-000
Bye. Don't text me again.

Me
No please wait

000-000-000
This number has disabled their messages. Please try again next time.

May 25th

Goodbye.

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Ohmygod guys I'm so sorry for the mega late updates ;-; BUT HAVE YOU SEE THE COMEBACK?! I'm dying...XIUMINS ABS OFBANDBNANAANAN /cries a river/ I'll try to update more but I just have no more ideas or inspiration so I'm so sorry for the seriously late update. This update isn't even that good ;-;..

<3//me

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