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Chanyeol (sad)

PERFECT, STUPID DORK

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You're an idiot but I love you anyway

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You had perfect hair.

Perfect body.

Perfect eyes.

Perfect handwriting.

Perfect grades.

Perfect family.

You were what they called "perfect".

He was perfect too, in your eyes.

He was also perfect. More than perfect.

Nobody believed you when you said you loved him. He was an idiot, you'll admit. But you thought it was cute.

Sure, he didn't have the best grades, or the best humor. He didn't have perfect hair all the time or said the right things. He was clueless sometimes, but isn't everyone?

You loved his perfect smile.

Perfect eyes when he laughed.

Perfect voice.

Perfect hands.

He was perfect.

'He doesn't deserve her' is what they would all say. And you told him, 'baby I'm lucky to have you.' This was a daily thing, really.

He would loosen his hand from yours when people started to whisper. He would distance himself a few inches. But you would close the gap by linking your arm around his. 'Don't listen to them.'

It was hard for you to get him to open up. Open up about his feelings. 'Don't hide your emotions with your smile'. He told you everything that night.

From how he was insecure about his height to how he wished he could be better, perfect, for you.

You cried that night. Wishing people would stop. Wishing people would let you have happiness with him. Him.

You loved the way he held your small hands. You loved the way he would ruffle your hair when you were embarrassed. You loved how clueless he was when you would randomly kiss him. You loved it when he kissed you back. You loved it when he would buy you icecream everyday after school. You loved it when he drove you home in his beat up car. You loved it when he played you the guitar, singing with his perfectly low voice. You love everything when you were with him.

Nobody would understand how much you loved him. The reason why you would stare when he laughed. Why you would just smile when you think of him. Nobody.

He was strong. But nobody can hold on for so long.

He would distance from you that week. He would avoid you and walked 5x faster. He never picked up the phone or replied to your texts.

He ignored you.

But you still loved him.

'You know I still love you right?'

He would nod.

'Good.'

That was the night he left. The day half of you disappeared. Gone.

'Did you hear?'

'yeah apparently he killed himself'

'His parents found him with a bottle of pills.'

'Last night.'

'Do you know why?'

'Who knows?'

'What about y/n?'

They all looked at you.

They were lying. You told yourself. They're just being immature teenagers. Lies.

Pills.

Then you remembered. You remembered just a month ago. You are going through his things, and you found them. The bottle of prescription drugs. They were labeled : happiness.

He told you not to worry about them.

So you didn't. Because you trusted him.

You ran away from everyone. His house. He has to be home. He has to be.

You have to see that stupid smile again.

You have to feel his kisses once more.

You have to hear his laugh.

His messy hair.

Him.

You ran even though your feet were begging you to stop. You ran even though it started to storm. You ran even thought cars honked from all directions.

You need to see him once more.

You pounded at his dark green door.

You could hear footsteps.

Please be him.

His mother opened the door. Eyes bloodshot, clearly from crying. 'Y/n?'

'I-is he?'

Tears gushed out of her eyes.

It was true.

..

His funeral was just the next week. You wore a black dress. His favorite one.

You went early. So nobody was there. So you can spend time alone with him, one last time.

You stood in front of the neatly decorated box that held him.

'Dork.'

'You perfectly, stupid dork.'

'Park Chanyeol.'

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(A/N)

OMG guys I'm so sorry for not updating in so long! ;-; I can't believe I have so many reads already wahhh~ I hope you enjoyed this imagine (I know it was sad) ~ I hope it wasn't confusing at some parts. (I DO NOT SUPPORT NOR ENCOURAGE THE USAGE OF PILLS IN A NEGATIVE WAY) thank you all for supporting me so far ^^...please leave requests and don't forget to vote! <3