I was always told by my counselor that i could have a set back.
Well it happened with no warning, nothing. Your back in that black hole again.
You don't take your meds or do anything.. Its like im in the bedroom and thats when i say stay the hell away from me.
I do not know how long i been like that. I was in pain from surgery disgusted with myself because i gained weight. 205 pounds.
I have never weighed that much. So what goes through you mind then. No one will like you because your to big.
The night terrors were worst again. So thats another then and i was easily set off for my flash backs.
What saved me is Koda. See Koda is my service dog. But any way.
I was in the kitchen, but i didn't know i was there. The next i knew Koda kept barking and nudging.
But when I looked down and i found a knife to my wrist and i was pressing it down.
From that day on Koda makes sure I take my meds. He'll tap me with his paw, then he turns his head looking towards my bedroom and he even sits there until i take them.
He's been the best dog i ever had.
Koda Michael
Half husky and lab.
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General FictionWhat I been through in my live. I will also Tell you what is wrong with me top and bottom. I will try my best to remember stuff to remember from when I was little. To be truthful it happened to me. Now through my stories you can hear my stories .