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my pain runs so deep i feel like it is inside of me
running through my veins
carving me up as it goes
i dont want to feel like this
but does anybody care?
i doubt it
im a liability
that's all
nobody cares
they've just had enough of me
so i curl up inside my house
and have people say
come out you're boring
come see the world
but i dont want to!
i'm scared.
of what? i don't know
everything!
i look at the pills
and contemplate doing it
but im to scared
so i just curl up and cry wishing i had the bravery to die.
