"Depression makes you notice how easy it actually is to kill yourself. To accidentally fall down the stairs. Not see the car coming. Pull the stearing wheel or even run the red light at a busy intersection. It becomes terrifying how easy it is to kill yourself other than the usual hanging. You start to find death in everyday things. It's not scary how you'll die. It's scary how there are more ways than you thought possible and how they aren't that far from your reach"
