I miss cutting. Not the kind of miss like "oh my gosh I need to cut!" But the feeling I got afterwards, even if it was only for a few moments. I miss the relief, and the relaxed feeling it gave me. Even though it didn't last long before I started freaking out about how to hide it. But I miss the few seconds of calm because since I've stopped, I don't get that feeling. I constantly feel overwhelmed. And I'm starting to wonder if it wasn't such a great idea to stop.
