Dirty Little Secret (niall horan fanfic)

chapter nine

your p.o.v

i woke up but i didn't get much sleep that night, waking up in cold sweats, the feeling of them dirty hands crawling all over my body. me lacking sleep showed weak smiles, being grumpy and falling in and out of sleep where ever i am. i made myself a bowl of cereal and sat myself on the sofa. niall told me to be at the studio at 8am sharp so i could get in with out other fans pulling at me. i finished the cereal and went upstairs and took a quick shower and started on picking out an  outfit. a pair of black studded high waisted shorts caught my eye so i slipped them on then a white printed tank top, i put it on and a pair black converses. i made my way over to where my make-up and hair dryer was. i dried my hair and left it wavy and started my make-up. i felt like a change to day i applied my foundation followed by my eyeliner i flicked it at the ends, then my mascara my eye lashes look so long and thick my hand hovered over the different lipsticks but as usual i went for the scarlet red one and traced the shape of my lips with it. i look presentable ready to go. i grabbed my bag, phone, purse and car keys and sticking the lipstick in my bag. i locked the door behind me and jumped in the car, starting the ignition and pulled out of my drive. i put some music on and little mix change your life came on

'she captures her reflection then she throws the mirror to the floor

her image distorted screaming is it worth it anymore? nooo

are you scared of the things that they might put you through?

does it make you wonna hide the inner you?'

 do i want to hide my inner self away from others? if i open up to them once they know me what questions will they ask me? will they even ask me questions? or will they acted differently around me? all these questions going through my mind 

 'Change change your life take it all,

We're gonna stick together ,

Know we'll get through it all,

Change change your life take it all,

your gonna use it to become what you've always known' 

i do need to change i shouldn't have to keep everything bottled up but i don't want to open up to someone who hardly knows me but i will when the time is right. soon enough i arrived but there was no one out side.i parked my car across the road and started to walk over '(YN)' i turned round it was harry 'hey harry' i smiled 'what are you doing here?' he questioned 'niall invited me' i replied 'come on hes probably already in there' we started walking in we made small talk until we reached a room i could here people talking inside harry opened the door i stood behind him hiding myself 'HARRY!' louis exclaimed coming up to him and embracing him with a hug it made me giggle. his eyes locked onto me 'well who's this then' his voice quietened as soon as he said that all the boys got up and looked behind harry. a shy smile appeared on my lips '(YN)!' niall shouted and ran up to me 'hey niall' he hugged me and i hugged back 'so this is (YN)' zayn said niall chuckled slightly 'yeah' he said pulling away i couldn't help but notice he was wearing his green snap-back 'zayn your in the booth first' liam reminded him. he left and went in we all sat on the sofa, well sort of it could only fit four people on so i stood, that was until niall pulled me down onto his lap 'what are you doing?' i asked 'well i couldn't let a beautiful girl like you stand could i?' the butterflies in my stomach are going crazy, i could feel the boys eyes burning on us two. 

nialls p.o.v

she looked stunning even though she looks better with less make-up but i couldn't careless at the minute i could see the lads watching us put the corner of my eye, suddenly my hat was taken off me. i looked to see it now on (YN)'s head, she looked good with it on she smiled weakly 'are you alright?' i asked 'yeah just tired didn't get much sleep last night' she smiled again, her smile was just amazing, breath taking. the smile on my lips never left. after about half an hour of talking zayn came back 'alright you two lovebirds split up niall has to go record' i could feel my cheeks burning (YN) giggled and stood up. i walked past her and went to the the booth.

your p.o.v 

i was a little sad that niall had to leave but this means i can talk to the others more 'so (YN) you and niall' zayn questioned 'what do you mean us' i knew exactly what he meant it does look like we are together but we ain't 'are you two together or...' as he said together he had a little smile 'no we are not together why' they all seemed to get a little sadder as i said that 'you know he really likes you' he paused 'hes happier then he already is when ever someone mentions your name or anything he always ave this stupid, idiotic grin on his face' i laughed a little 'really?' i questioned his statement 'yeah' he confirmed 'why are we talking about me and niall what about harry and emma' i really didnt like talking about myself 'who's emma?' liam asked harry looked at me. i grinned at him a little 'emma my best friend i went round hers the other day i needed to talk to her i knocked on the door but harry answered it and the night before i couldn't go round hers and now i know the reason why' i felt like bursting out laughing and i don't know why 'harry is this true' louis asked him 'y-yeah it is' i could tell he didn't want to tel anyone oh well. louis jumps on him and congratulates him 'i don't want you  hurting her harry' liam said 'i wont shes different' he said with a smile, i let out a little laugh. my phone rang and i answered it, its emma 

E: hey

Y: hey whats up

E: nothing much are you free later

Y: erm yeah i should be

i could hear the boys making fun of harry by making kiss noises 'guys shut up im on the phone' i told them 'sorry' they all said in sync

Y: sorry bout that emma

E: its fine sounds like your having fun

Y: yeah i am bit haha.....is that all you wanted?

that sounded a bit rude

E: I'm booooored

Y: how about we meet for lunch?

E: yeah sure

Y: ok then usual place and time

E: haha sure bye

Y: bye

and with that i hung up. that's when i felt a pair of hands around my waist 'hey niall' i smiled he chuckled 'i have to leave at 11' i told him 'awww why' he tried to sound upset 'i have to go meet emma for lunch' as soon as i said her name harry looked at me. i turned around to face him 'and im keeping your hat' i smiled 'gives me another excuse to see you then' he smirked 'maybe' i giggled after the others recorded some more it got to 11 'i have to go now sorry' i got up and so did niall 'i'll walk you out' we both left and as we was walking down the hall way the screams of the fans got louder and louder. if i never met niall i would be standing there right there screaming with other girls. we reached the doors and the screams got extremely loud 'you alright?' he asked 'yeah just a bit surprised that's all' he chuckled a security guard followed behind us he went in front of us to help us get through the girls to my car. when we reached my car i didn't want to leave i hugged him tight and he hugged back but then he pulled away i looked at him and smiled 'i should be going' i said quietly 'ok' was all he said i got in my car drove off 

i met emma at this little cafe that's the first place we met in person. we met on the Internet thanks to the boys and we started talking and became best friends and now we always meet there its kind of a place where we can tell each other anything and everything. 

NOTE:

sorry if its not that good but i wanted to re-write it as i wasnt happy with how it was before