Dirty Little Secret (niall horan fanfic)

Chapter sixteen

Niall's P.O.V

'Niall help' her voice sounding scared and panicky, in the edge of crying. I head shouting in the background 'where are you?' I asked in a rush and quickly jogging to my car. I heard her shout at the people but in a quiet voice 'I'm at Starbucks near mine' 'okay I'll be there in five, what's happening? What's wrong?' I got into my car and put her on loud speaker so I could keep speaker to her whilst driving.

'The paps and fans are here... Screaming and shouting at me I don't like it Niall they're scaring me' I tensed straight away I fucking hate the paps they're a bunch of cunts 'it's okay princess I'm coming' I drove as quick as I can to get to her 'hurry please I hate it' 'I'm coming as fast as I can baby'. I pulled up outside to see a massive group of people a mixture of fans and paps. I hit out and quickly made my way through the crowd to (Y/N).

Your P.O.V

I looked at my phone to see the time and realised I have been in here well over an hour and half and decided its time to go home and get changed. I stood up and walked out when about three fans recognised me and came over to me which I didn't mind cause it was only three but out of no where a load came and paps I've always hated crowds like this so I called Niall some of the comments i received were nice but some were horrible like 'ugly whore' 'fatty' 'go die' all of these making me feel even worse than I already feel.

I tried to ignore them while I was on the phone to Niall, he said he's gonna be five minutes but right now even a minute seemed like a life time. The screams got louder and louder and I soon saw the dirty blonde hair weaving through the crowd. He put his arm around my waist as he lead me through the sea of people. I made sure my sleeves stayed down not wanting to worry him more or make him angry and we got into his car. 'Are you okay?' He asked with worry in his voice 'y yeah I'm fine just sh shaken up' 'I'm gonna take you back to mine okay?' I nodded in agreement 'okay and what about my car?' Niall starts driving 'we will come back for it later'

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We walked into his 'can I take a shower please?' I asked wishing he wouldn't want to take one with me 'of course you can you know where it is and there's fresh towels in the bathroom as well' I nodded once again 'okay thank you' I walked up to the bathroom and went in shutting the door and started the shower. I slowly peeled off my clothes and carefully took the bandages off, hissing slightly as I did so. 'Fuck they're bad' I thought to myself. I put the old bandages in the bin and made sure they won't be found and searched the cupboards for clean ones.

I stared at my naked body in the mirror the fans and paps comments circling my mind, I pinched and pulled at the little fat I have. I didn't even see Niall standing there at first until I heard him speak 'what are you doing babe?' I jumped a little and grabbed a towel to cover myself up 'nothing, please can you get out while I have a shower?' 'Okay, just call if you need anything okay?' I nodded and he left and I took my shower.

Niall's P.O.V

I walked in on (Y/N) just standing in front of the mirror, I had no idea what she was doing but she kept pinching and pulling at her body, mainly her thighs and stomach. It wouldn't surprise me if she's doing that cause the paps and fans said something to her I'm gonna ask her but over lunch so I'm gonna cook us a nice meal to say sorry and to speak to her about what she was going and why she had all cuts up her arms.... The thought of her hurting herself cause of me or what people have said to her make me angry, hurt and ashamed. I didn't want to ask her about it while she was standing there naked, I didn't even realise I was crying until I felt a tear roll down my cheek.

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A/N: sorry if it's short and crap but the next chapter should get better cause it's all going to come out! Please tell me what you think :) x