Dirty Little Secret (niall horan fanfic)

chapter six

your p.o.v

fuck! we did. still frozen in the spot where i stand, my toes started to curl into the carpet with annoyance and anger. i managed to calm myself down and started walking towards the bedroom door 'where are you going?' he asked 'home to try and forget about this' the bed creaked again, followed by the sound of footsteps patting on the carpet with a few pauses and draws being opened and closed. my right foot steeped on the top of the stair cases something had stopped me from walking down, it wasn't me but him. no matter how much i hated him my inner directioner didn't want to see him hurt knowing how long hes been searching for his princess, i guess he will have to keep searching. still standing at the top of the stair case i felt those familiar hands on my hips 'stay please' his hot breath travelling down my neck made me shiver 'why' i said almost a whisper he knows hes got me where he wants. i turned around to see him, his messy blonde hair all over the place, grey jogging bottoms hanging loosely, the band of is boxers on show and no top on. i took a step forward, backing away from the stair case. bad idea. he wasn't expecting me to move, the stumbled back, falling down with his back hitting the floor, his grip tightened on my hips taking me down with him. our chests bashing into one another 'if you wanted go back to the bedroom you only had to ask' his hands firmly around my back why does he have to be so cocky like that 'when hell freezes over' i replied. i tried getting up but his grip only got tighter 'let me go' i said with annoyance in my voice 'erm no' he said casually i tried getting up again but it was no use 'i'll let you go if you stay' he said after i have up trying to get away 'no' i simply said 'have it your way' yes i can go. but i was wrong he kept me there. it seemed like we was there for hours i didn't even realise my head was rested on his chest 'why' i softly spoke 'why what' he asked he was obviously a bit confused 'why did you say all that stuff to the interviewer' i lifted my head up to look him directly in the eyes he stayed quiet for a couple of seconds 'i had to' three words for an explanation. i got up a little trying to work out what he meant by his answer 'no you didn't have to you chose to' my voice was raised 'no i really had to' he paused 'but i wish i didn't' he continued 'your not making any sense' his grip loosened but i didn't get up, i stayed laying on top of him. he let out a loud sigh 'it wasn't my decision to make' why cant he just tell me what the hell he means. he got up resting his weight on to his elbows he looked my straight in the eyes 'management' he said taking a deep breath in 'they said i had deny the photos and my feelings for you' he paused again 'but i regret it so much' he continued 's-so I'm like your d-dirty little secret' i stuttered quietly, tears forming in my eyes 'no its nothing like that' he defended 'yes it is!' i barked back getting up off him and storming my way down the stairs '(YN) wait' he said chasing after me 'why!?' i screamed 'l-let me explain' he pleaded i didn't say a word i just grabbed my shoes and stormed out the front door. truth is i know he loves me, i heard him say it last night. i wasn't really asleep i just pretended i don't know why i just did.

Niall's p.o.v

she stormed out of the door a run as fast as i can up stairs grabbing a tank top and putting it on. i rushed back down slipping on my shoes and then i followed (YN)'s actions. i walked out the door, running down the path searching for her, there was no sign of her, i walked up the street looking left and right and all around that's when i heard to sobbing, i looked around to see where it was coming from. it was from behind me i took a couple of steps back that's when i saw her down a dirty alley sitting on the floor, her knees brought up to her chest and her head in her knees sobbing. i slowly walked up to her and sat down next to her '(YN)' i whispered, my voice cracking. her head was removed from its position, her tears wiped away by her fingers 'w-what do you want' she said still sobbing slightly 'i didn't mean to hurt you' i put my arm out to put it over her shoulder but she moved away 'me hurt if i was you i wouldn't be here when Luke arrives' Luke who the fuck is Luke 'why' i asked 'because he will hurt you' she paused 'and i don't want to see you get hurt' she continued. wait she don't want me getting hurt, s-she cares about me but why Ive been a complete bastard to her. the sound of her phone made both of us jump and she answered it. after ten minutes of them talking she finally hung up and stood up 'you better go if he sees you i-i don't know what will happen' she said softly like it was nothing. walking away and out of the alley. i got up and followed her out 'Niall you need to go' her hands pushed lightly and my chest 'why should i' 'please' she begged. that's when her head turned towards the black car that has stopped near us. a man got out he looked a bit older than (YN) he had dark brown hair styled to sweep across to the side, blue eyes, a couple of tattoos from what i could see and he looked strong 'Niall go please' she begged again. this must be Luke, she started walking towards him he wrapped his arms around her for a hug and she hugged back. i heard mumbling i couldn't quite make out what they was saying but he got back in the car and she walked over to me 'i know' she said 'you know what' i was confused, she pulled me into a hug and whispered into my ear 'i-i feel the same but i cant get hurt I'm sorry' she went to let go but i didn't 'what do you mean' i whispered back 'those three words you spoke last night' was all she said before walking away and getting in the car and they drove off. she loves me i walked back to mine to try and get my head around everything that has happened

your p.o.v

me and Luke talked on the journey back to mine i know how much he hates seeing me hurt by boys i guess it comes with being an older brother, he would always help me but one time he did it got out of hand my ex was badly beaten i couldn't let that happen to Niall no matter how much of a prick he is. i feel the same way towards him as he does towards me. we pulled up at my house 'thanks Luke' i said to him while opening the door 'no problem if you need anything else call me' he reassured me 'i will bye' i shut the door and walked into the house. i went up stairs and went for a shower and changed into different clothes. i picked up the phone and rang harry 

y(you): hello harry

h(harry): yeah

y: erm i sorry but i cant be darcy's babysitter no more

i heard a girl talking in the background it sounded like Emma

h: but she loves you she always asks when your next coming round

fuck why does this have to be hard i cant be near anyone that will make me see Niall

y: i-i still do it if you make sure Niall doesn't come round while I'm there

h: erm yeah sure i can try

y: thanks bye

i hung up. just as i did my phone went of again Chloe had text me 'you need to check twitter x' was all she said 'why? x' i replied she text back straight away 'you need to! everyone is going crazy! x' what did she mean by crazy 'ok x' i put my phone down and grabbed my laptop and set it up i logged in and saw it everyone talking about Niall and tweeting him. i clicked on his profile and saw it 'i have found my princess everyone! i love her i hope you will to! (YFN) i love you x'