To My Love

To My Love: Ruth

I woke up with a stabbing headache. A glass of raw egg and vodka sat on my bedside table with a letter. "For the hangover" it said, signed James. I remembered briefly what events happened last night. I remember dinner and then I remembered talking to James. I didn't remember what I said to him exactly. I just remembered he was kind to me. I took a single sip of the healing glass of hangovers but almost threw up.
I walked into the hall and into the study. "James?" I said with a groggy throat. He wasn't in there. Usually he was there reading the papers for any cracks we could slip into to get me closer to the throne but no not today. I walked down to the dining hall and he wasn't there either. There was some half eaten toast and some poached egg still laying on the plate. One of the maids walked past me in the hall. "Oh Scarlett have you seen Lord James?" I asked while almost chasing her halfway down the hall. "Oh yes Master James told me to tell you he will be in the gardens this afternoon."
"All afternoon?"
"Yes all afternoon." She said again. I walked up to get my robe and slippers. I began to make my way outside. I looked in the hedge and around the fountain but I could not find him. There was a spot in the middle of the forest where I had seen him go before when he needed time to get away. I walked through the green leafs and looked at the newly blossomed spring trees. Winter was over and that made me grateful. There was nothing more soothing then warm air and the ability to step outside without freezing your nickers off.
I stepped further into the woods trying not to get lost. Although I believed I already was. I was not afraid of nature like most well kept women but I was scared of the dark. "James?" I shouted and heard my echo. Birds flew from the trees and fluttered away. A blue feather fell into my red hair and stayed there perfectly. I decided to keep it there. I had almost forgotten what I've as here to do. The nature around me was like a seductress pulling me towards her for my attention.
I began to walk closer to the middle of the woods. I could see a field of colorful flowers that were all bunched into a beautiful community. I began to step closer and saw a horse. But not just a horse, a man. It was James. I didn't know what to do now that I found him. I completely forgot what I was going to say to him when I found him. "James?" I shouted again the horse came to a halt and James looked overwhelmed. I walked closer to him. He got off his horse and began to walk away from me. As if he didn't see me come towards him. "Hey!" I shouted as I jogged after him. "What do you want?" He said turning abruptly. I came to a sudden stop and was frazzled by his response. "What's gotten into you?" I asked truly wanting to know the answer. He looked at me as if I knew and scoffed at me. He turned and kept walking. I followed shortly behind it before I couldn't take it anymore. The silence between us ripped me apart. "Hey I asked you a que-" and that was it. James turned around quickly with no hesitation and kissed me. He kissed me. It was the most important thing. The world just faded away and I was pushed to the edge. I shoved him off of me and looked at him with passion. His blue eyes were like poison. He held my waste tight and breathed heavily. It was like I couldn't contain myself. The tension.
I pressed my lips against his. He took me into his arms and let go of his horse. He grabbed my face and ran his fingers through my curly hair. He kissed my neck and picked me up by the waste. The sun baked on my pale legs as they were exposed. My dress rode up my back and my ass was exposed to the wind. I laid back as he sucked on my neck and shoulders. I ran my hands through his hair and gripped his shirt. The buttons began to pop off and expose his tan muscular chest. His body made me erotic and filled me with lust. He pulled down the sleeves on my nightgown and bit my shoulder. The tension for him to be inside me was irritating.

"Touch me." I moaned as he continued to kiss my body. He looked at me with a grin. He sat me down on the tall grass. I laid there with my legs abroad for him to come and take me at any moment. I wanted him to take me. I whispered to him "please" "pretty please" My lust for him had grown too strong. He stood there and examined me like I was a piece of meat. We wanted to do everything to me. My skinny body against his strong tall figure made me wet. He finally bent down and sat in between my sprawled out legs. He licked his fingers and stroked them down my stomach and around my nipples. He licked them again and made his way down to my cunt. He slowly outlines my clit with his fingers and just teases me with the tip of his finger.
He finally fingers me raw while ducking my lips dry. My moans were so faint from exhaustion. I had never felt so good in my entire life. The feeling of James pleasuring me almost sent me into a heart attack. He then stopped. Suddenly leaving me there to beg for his touch. "Why did you stop please keep going." I moaned for him. "No. I want more." He insisted. I looked at him with a sweat that made my hair dark red. "What more?" I questioned. I held his hand on my chest with my breasts exposed to the trees and the birds. He bent down to my ear and whispered into it. "I want to be inside you." He bit the lobe of my ear and back away. I gulped my breath not knowing if I was ready for it. "Will it hurt? Like it did." I whimpered. He looked at me and rubbed my hair. "No. It will feel good...if I do it right." He reassured me. I took a moment of silence and nodded my head yes. I wanted this and I trusted him. He laid me softly on the ground all the way. He ran his hand up the side of my thigh and thrusted slowly into me. My head arched back and I let out a moan. Birds flew above us like it was magic.
"Look at me." James insisted and turned my head to him. He looked as if he was in pain but it was pleasure. It was so strong he had tears in his eyes. Sweat fell from my forehead as I pushed my forehead against his. Both of our jaws are dropped and are swinging open. He gently keeps a soft circular motion that makes me insane. I dig my nails into his back in pleasure. He finally begins to pick up the pace to finish. "I'm close." I wince and moan. I grit my teeth and finally we join in a powerful moment. My legs lock against his hips and I shake. In that moment, we both fell back and let the pleasure take us away. Like two spirits that finally join. "I love you" James whispers to me as he lays exhausted beside me in the field of Lilly's. At that moment I love him too. "I love you." I said while letting a tear drain from my eye.