I hate you goshiki.

Ch.2 ( Goshiki's P.O.V)

I hadn't seen Shirabu in the hallways which didn't bother me much cause I usually didn't. I walked into practice and was a little confused at the sight of shirabu not being there because well shirabu was known for have prefect attendance. I shrugged it off and went into the locker room to change when i got out Ushijima had called everyone to tell them an announcement. " Shirabu has left the team." Everyone was shocked. But its mid season no way Shirabu would have done that he's so good and cares about volleyball so much. Everyone was a little different that practice cause well and important part of our team had left. He was our setter and of course we had another setter but Semi was rusty and well not as good as Shirabu. After practice I knew i had to talk to him I couldn't let him leave the team. Before today I wouldn't dare talk to him and to be honest I was kinda scared. When I reached his dorm I took a deep breath before knocking. No answer. I knocked again. Again no answer. Then I realized the door was completely unlocked and without thinking twice I went in. I walked in expecting to be yelled at by Shirabu but he no where to be seen but he hadn't moved out cause all of his stuff was still there but it looked like a total mess. The bed was unmade and books scattered the floor and desk there was some tissues that looked like he missed the trash and clothes were everywhere. I really thought he would be an organized and clean person but i guess i was wrong. I was gonna tell the rest of team until i ran into someone. It was Kawanishi. If you were gonna ever see shirabu interacting with another human it was gonna be him. Kawanishi was the only person shirabu tolerated the only person he was nice to which did anger me a little. It looked like he was doing the same thing I was doing. "Goshiki?" He said looking at me with a confused expression " What are you doing here?" " Im just heading to my dorm." I said nervously " Your dorm is in the second building and your coming out of Shira's." Are they seriously on a nickname bases!? What a way to piss a man off. " I was gonna talk to him but he's not here." " WHAT, where is he!?" Kawanishi said walking in an urgent state shoving me to the side. God I hate him. " I don't know wouldn't you know since your the only person he talks to." I sounded annoyed which definitely caught his attention. "Wait, why would you care if Shira is gone he literally bullies you." He sounded kinda defensive and maybe even jealous. "Well he WAS my teammate and i AM a good person." He looked pissed off by this. "Oh right the angel goshiki we should all just adore how kind and sweet he is how GOOD of a person he is." " EXCUSE YOU!?" I said in disbelief. I've never seen him like this. "Stay away from shira this has nothing to do with him never come to this building ever again and NEVER talk to shirabu again." I just starred at him for a second and then walked away. I went to my dorm and went to bed trying to brush off