She Thinks Of Me (Clexa AU)

Chapter 5: Raven?

Lexa woke up to Clarke's strong arm's wrapped around her, at first Lexa was extremely confused whoso but than she remembered what had happened and why Clarke held her.. Lexa slowly slid away from the blonde's grip until she was free, she made sure she didn't wake up Clarke. She couldn't help but to smile at Clarke peacefully sleeping, and left the living room, walked upstairs to her room and flopped down on her bed.

And.

For the time Lexa admitted to herself that maybe...just maybe Clarke wasn't so bad after all. Sure...maybe Clarke does tind to fight people often, can be rude sometimes but...she can also be a big softie, and caring. And Lexa knows better than anyone there's a reason for Clarke's anger outbursts. She knows there's reason because each time she looks into the blonde's piercing blue eyes, it's almost like Lexa can see right through her, she can see the pain in those blue eyes, can see the anger they carry, sadness, compassion, love?

Lexa sighed as she rolled over and over on her bed as she remembered back to when she first met Clarke, during class. Lexa was so confused and scared that day, since it was her first day at school. Lexa smiled, remembering how many times she caught Clarke's eye's scaring at her during class...was it maybe that Clarke was checking her out? No no! That couldn't be, why would Clarke be attracted to her! Lexa cursed at herself for thinking such things until sleep stopped her thoughts, but it didn't stop them from entering her dreams.

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Clarke groaned as she woke up to her neck hurting, she massaged her neck as she sat up straight on the couch. And then the coldness hit her body when she realized Lexa was no longer there. She stretched out her body, walked to the kitchen refrigerator, got out all the smoothie ingredients.

She laid out all the ingredients, she cut the strawberries, banana, blueberries, pineapple and added water with a half a cup of protein powder. She blended everything in her years old smoothie blender, she's used that blender since the day her father gifted her it when she first started playing lacrosse.

The noise of the blender rang throughout the house, echoing through the walls which made Clarke impatient and irritated. She poured herself the smoothie and dranked it down until the cup was empty she cleaned the dishes quickly. Than walked upstairs to her room where she had closed the door because she was too tired to close it.

There on her bed she laid, glancing at the clock until it hit seven am and Clarke knew in less than five minutes her mother would be walking through the front door if the house and making the loudest noise possible until finally she'd go to her room and sleep. Clarke's been use to the routine of waking up when her mother comes home.

And sure enough minutes later Abby arrived making noises as she dropped her bags off on the floor downstairs, noises when she took a shower, noises when she took her sleeping pills, noises when her snoring rang through the house. Somehow, some way Abby's snoring was so loud that it could be heard all the way upstairs to Clarke's room.

And like clock work Clarke started her daily routine which is...nothing because she doesn't have one. The only things she does daily for sure is talk to Raven, go on a walk or jog around the neighborhood.

So she did just that, she went on her laptop and emailed Raven but she received no response so she ruled it out that Raven must still be asleep. So instead she geared up in lacrosse gear, and without making much noise she left the house. She walked to her school field, she began practicing in her lacrosse positions.

She so focused in practicing until Finn's friends joined the field. Clarke tired to block out all the giggling and annoying laugher from the Finn's friends but no matter how much she tired, her anger kept rising and rising.