I take a look back at what I've left
Before I tilt my head to look forward
My eyes get hypnotised
My mind turns on the series of flashbacks
Reminds me how I treasured what I've left
Wanting it back, thinking it's not too late
Forgetting the purpose of my previous actions
Getting pulled back in the abyss of addiction
Before I get trapped fully,I get a call
My remorse and sorrow begging me to look forward
A battle has started between love and guilt
Want vs Need
Then I get an advise from my rationality
There's a difference between my past and future
There's no time Machine to change my past
But there's "present" to change my future
It is just an advise
I'm the one who needs to make a choice
Looking forward is my " Need"
"Want" is my past
I can't afford to let my thoughts wander to-and-fro
It's a battle
In order to live a free life
Even though it feels impossible
I must let go...-affkff
This is written by me.
Have a good day/night 💜
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Poems And Some Deep Thoughts
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