My eyes flutter open with the sudden chill. I am in bed, but a draft caresses my body. Are my French doors open?
Looking around me, I widen my eyes with shock when I notice Lauren standing at the foot of my bed with my blanket in her hand.
"Lauren?" I wipe my eyes and look at her questioningly. My arms go up to cover my chest, which is hardly modest under a white camisole.
"Don't," her husky voice commands me. "Don't cover yourself."
I don't know why I obey. I let my arms fall beside me to the bed. Lauren's intense gaze scours every inch of my body as she drops the blanket to the floor. My skin is seared with her hungry observation, and I can't seem to get enough air.
Her half naked chest shimmers in the moonlight coming through my window. She wears black panties, which hang low from her strong, narrow hips.
Leaning down, she wraps her fingers around my ankles and gently eases them apart.
My legs, which are slightly bent at the knee, are now spread and hiding nothing except what is covered by my pink boy shorts.
Bending one knee onto the bed, she lowers herself until each of her hands falls beside my hips. While my knees shake with excited nerves, I watch as her head dips and kisses the top of my thigh. I gasp at the feel of her lips, soft and warm, against my skin. The flip-flop of my stomach is nothing compared to the throbbing at my core.
Why aren't I stopping her?
I am scared to let her continue but completely in awe of the sensations pouring over my body. I watch her quietly as she trails more kisses, leading inward. The hair on the top of her head brushes my sex, and I grip the bed sheet to keep from wrapping my legs around her body and pressing her into me. Her tongue touches my thigh with the next kiss, and the scorching heat of her mouth
almost sends me jerking off the bed. I thread my hands through her long hair, unable to control myself.
"Lauren," I plead.
She comes to hover over me, looking down into my eyes with fire and need. While her head remains high above, never breaking eye contact, her hips meet mine, and we start moving against each other. I feel her wetness through her panties, and I like that I do that to her. My eyes close with the pleasure boiling my blood, and my need for her builds with the friction of her sex rubbing between my legs.
"Don't stop," I gasp out, the throbbing growing intense deep inside, and I know exactly where I need her to be. I need more of her.
"You're mine, Camz." Lauren's right hand holds the side of my chest under my arm, and her thumb strokes my breast.
"Please." Between her finger on my nipple and the pulsing between my thighs growing faster with our increasing pace, I squeeze my eyes shut, delirious with craving. Our bodies move in a frenzy, and I suck in breath after breath to keep up. I don't know how long this can go on, but I know we are building to something sweet.
"Say you're mine," Lauren commands as she grinds into me, harder. Damn, she feels good. She lowers her lips to mine as we breathe each other in. She smells like wind and rain, and fire.
"I . . ." my voice is lost. I just need a few more seconds.
Oh, God.
"Say it," Lauren pleads against my lips, our bodies flush with each other now.
I grab her by the hips and pull her into me as much as our clothes will allow. My body begins to spasm, and I hold my breath waiting for it to come.
"Say it," Lauren whispers into my ear.
I jerk my hips against her and gasp out, "I'm yours." Shivers shoot through my center and trail through my belly and down my body. A wave of pleasure pours over my body like vibrations under my skin. I've never felt anything like this before.
And I want more of it.
As the sweet pulse between my legs throbbed, my eyes fluttered open. I looked to my left and right before I shot up in my bed. Sunlight shined through my bedroom window, and I realized I was all alone.
What the hell?!
I twisted around, sure that I'd find Lauren there. But no. Nothing. No Lauren.
No moonlight. I had gone to sleep in my pajama shorts and black t-shirt. My blankets rested on my body. Lauren had never been here.
But the orgasm had been real. I still felt my body shuddering on the inside with the arousal he, or rather the dream of him, caused. My muscles, weak from the tension, barely kept me sitting up in bed. I crashed back onto my pillow and let out an exasperated sigh. That had been amazing, but I couldn't believe that had actually happened! I'd heard about guys having wet dreams but not girls.
Camila, you're psychotic. Fantasizing about that jerk was sick. I took deep, long breathes to calm myself down. It was all because she'd been on my mind so much. Nothing more.
I hadn't been properly kissed in months, not since the few dates I'd had in France. Lauren had gotten under my skin last night, but no matter how turned on she got me I had to remember that she was off limits. Apologizing for treating me like dirt wasn't enough. I didn't trust her, and I never would.
Not without the whole story.
She also had too much control over my body, and that had to change. Last night, after the non-kiss, Lauren had driven me home without another
word. She drove off afterwards, and now I was exhausted from lying awake until two a.m. wondering about her last words to me.
You first. Did she mean that I couldn't stay away from her?
Bold son of a bitch.
"Are you up, Mija?" My grandma poked her head through my doorway. I
shuffled with the covers as she came into the room, and I grimaced internally, wondering if I'd made any suspicious noises out loud during my dream.
"Uh, yeah. Just woke up." Sitting up, I plastered an innocent smile on my face.
"Good. You better get dressed. I have breakfast downstairs. You need to hurry if we're going to make it to your meet on time." She nodded her head and waved her hand in a get-out-of-bed motion as I tried to remember what she was talking about.
Meet?
"Come on. Up and at 'em." She clapped her hands before turning and leaving.
Glancing at the clock, I realized I'd forgotten to set the alarm last night. My meet! The whole reason I'd let Lauren give me a ride in the first place. I should've been up a half hour ago!
Thankfully, Grandma was giving me a ride and would stay to watch before
she drove back to her own house today. Tomorrow, I'd be on my own again. Throwing off the covers, I sprinted to my closet and threw on my shorts,
sports bra and tank top. I'd put on my team shirt when I got there, so I stuffed that in my duffle bag with my socks. Grabbing my shoes and a hair tie, I hopped down the stairs and filled a paper plate with some toast and sliced up fruit.
"Sit down and eat." Grandma pointed to the chair.
"I'll eat in the car. I hate being late." I crammed a couple of snack bars and water bottles in my bag before heading to the door. "Come on," I said, ignoring her stare.
The last thing I wanted to do this morning was sit across from my grandma and try to eat breakfast, knowing she'd walked into my bedroom minutes after I'd had an orgasm.
