Can I Love You? || K.TH ✔️

chapter 9

We were done eating, and we went out of the buffet.
"Omg that was amazing! Thanks you guys for letting me meet you." I said as they all hugged me then pulled out.
"No problem. We loved seeing you." Namjoon said while I walked with them to their car.
"Hey guys? I'll go with Kelly. I'll meet you guys at our house, don't worry." Taehyung said as Jungkook smirked.
"Oooh someone's-" Namjoon putted his hand over his mouth and shushed him.
"Kook not now." We all laughed as me and Taehyung waved at them through the windows as their car started the engine.
There they went. Driving away.
It's just me and him.
"Uh let's go to my car." I smiled as I walked to my car, he followed.
"Kelly?" He asked as I hummed in response.
"Can we go to my house? I gotta change for an event."
"Oooh! What is it?" I asked I curiosity, getting in the car. He got in too, on the front seat.
He sighed.
"A-A date..." I widened my eyes in shock that he has a date already... but something in my heart stings... jealousy. Ugh! I can't feel jealous about him and his "girl."
"Oh.. that's cool! I wish you the best." I faked a smile while I started the engine. I heard him sighing, knowing I'm lying.

We finally arrived. I got out of the car and he did the same thing. He walked up the stairs to his front door and turned around. He smiled then waved. I waved back as I sighed.
"Thank you for today. It always feels good when you're around." I slowly smiled as he said that. Well... as if. Doesn't he love someone else? Pretty sure he can say that to her one day. He went in his house as I looked down.
Why does it hurt?
Yeah... why does it?

3 months ago

Me and Tae were texting...

Taehyungie 💪

hi kelly!

heyyy taehyungie

still calling me that nickname, huh?

you bet! 😉

hru there in seoul

Eh it's ok. Not much happened. It's beautiful here tho.

Not even close as beautiful as you 😡

lol
uh
anyways
i have this certain confession i have to make rn

ooo what is it

tae...

omg yeah? you're making me nervous...

I like you. Probably in love you. I can't stand us just being best friends, like it is fun. But I wonder if we could actually be together... you know?
Read at 7:20 PM

4 hours later

Umm hello?
It's been 4 hours and you haven't responded... are u alright?
Read at 11 :20 PM

Two days later

taehyung idk if you're really mad or idk.. what's happening????
omgggggggggg :/
Delivered

PRESENT

That's how painful and how much anxiousness he brought up. I've always wondered why he never responded. Yes I did love him. Now?
I still love him.
It's frustrating, I know. Obviously, I been there.
But now knowing that he has this stupid date, it makes me realize pain even worse. Aishhhhh! Why does it always end up with her and not me?
It's always the same fvcking question that I whisper to myself when I'm around him..

"Can I love you..."