Can I Love You? || K.TH ✔️

chapter 11

i got dressed then drove to the restaurant.
i wish them the best. totally...

TAEHYUNG

I was dressed in my suit and fixed my hair. I looked into my mirror, sighing.
I miss being with Kelly. She's awesome, as always. But I have someone in my life, seeing the outside of me... not the inside.
I fell in love with Cassie that's for sure. But my heart is always pointing towards Kelly. My thoughts stopped me when Cassie knocked on my door then opened it.
"Hey babe..? Are you ready because Kelly arrived." I looked at her then nodded. She left as I looked into my mirror again.
"I'll love you Kelly... just wait." I whispered then head out my room.

KELLY

I waited outside their front door when Cassie opened the door. She smiled.
"Omg I finally get to meet you! You look stunning too!" She said excitedly as I smiled. She's nice at least.
"Thank you, you too." I replied.
Taehyung then appeared. Oh gosh. How handsome he looked.

he just looks so unreal. it's crazy.
"Hi Kelly." He simply said.
"Hi." I said back.
"Ok shall we go?" I nodded then we went to Cassie's car.
I can't believe how weird it feels to be with someone you love, but he loves someone else.

MUGUNGHWA RESTAURANT

We went inside, and it looked just how it was before. It brings so much memories.
The lady led us to their table and Taehyung quickly pulled Cassie's chair out for her so that she can sit down, then he pulled it in. He went back to his seat.
Pain.
"Where are you going to sit Kelly?" Taehyung asked as he sounds concerned.
"I'll um... ask the lady." I said while walking away to find the lady. I talked to her about getting myself a table near the "couple." She led me to the one on the left side. They're on the right side btw. I sat down and shook my head when she said if I was gonna eat here. I already ate dinner anyways.
I just watched them. Happily talking.
One question caught me off guard...
"Hey Kelly? How did you and Tae meet?" I looked up at her and sighed.
I told her everything.
Everything.
"Wow! That's cool." She said while smiling at me and Taehyung. I looked down. Seeing that he smiled back with his beautiful everlasting boxy smile.
"I love you Taehyung. Thank you for being the best boyfriend!" She said while it made my heart sink even more.
"I-I love you too..." He said back as tears came down my cheeks. It hurts so damn much!!
She stood up as she made Taehyung stand up. As he did, she kissed him.
On.
The.
Lips.
Seems like he did kiss back.
That's it. I couldn't anymore.
I got out of my chair and walked out. Pain was all I ever felt.
"KELLY!" It's him. Of course. I didn't listen as just kept on walking.
"Kelly please!" He reached up to me and went in front of me. I looked down, never even wanna look at him.
"IT FUCKING HURTS TAEHYUNG! IT DOES OKAY? DO YOU KNOW-" I caught myself. He loves someone else, doesn't he? But I don't even care. I wanna say it.
Tears just kept streaming down on both of our cheeks.
"Do you know how much I cared for you? Do you know how much-" I sighed. "How much I love you?" He looked up at me in remorse.
"Yes I did. Didn't I tell you? Through texting? But you never even respond. It hurt. It DID TAEHYUNG! I WISH I CAN LOVE YOU!! BUT YOU FUCKING LOVE CASSIE! FUCK THIS SHIT! FUCK US! I CAN'T JUST DEAL WITH THIS ANYMORE.
I love you so much Taehyung. If you never loved her and loved me... life would be the best.  Seeing you with her just worsens my pain. Now you fucking ruined it. Goodbye." I said all of that while crying so fucking much. He was too which also broke my heart. But he broke it too. I know it's not much of his fault, but he could've responded right?
"I'm so... I'm so sorry Kelly! I-I just... I didn't know! I-" he kept crying helplessly. I'm sorry too, but I can't deal with this. At all.
I walked away from him. Ignoring him shouting my name.

Bye Taehyung.