Shanea's Pov:
Hindi ko alam kung kaya ko pa ba siyang tignan sa lahat ng nangyari ngayon. He's my friend and boyfriend, nagtiwala ako sa kaniya kasi akala ko hindi niya ako sasaktan. Pero nagkamali lang din pala ako, mali rin pala ako ng lalaking pinagkatiwalaan. Mas masakit pa pala tong ginawa niya sakin.
"H-hindi naman siguro ako nagkulang sayo d-diba?" Sabi ko. His eyes looks begging. I frowned, hindi ko alam kung anong galit yung pinapakita ko sa kaniya ngayon. Ang alam ko lang galit ako. Galit ako sa kaniya, sa ginawa niya.
"I'm sorry, Shanea! I-I know I was jerk. P-please forgive me Shanea! I-I c-can't lose y-you." Nakita ko sa kanyang mga mata niya na naiiyak na siya. I look away hindi ko siya kayang titigan.
"I TRUSTED YOU, KEIR! HOW COULD YOU DO THIS ON ME?! I NEVER THOUGHT THAT YOU COULD MAKE ME A MISTRESS!! MAS MASAKIT PA YUNG GINAWA MO SAKIN KAYSA SA EX KO!!" Hinabol ko ang hininga ko dahil sa pagsigaw ko. Nanghihina ako, hindi ko na alam. Basta alam ko ay galit ako, galit ako sa kaniya, galit ako sa Asawa niyang nagpost ng picture na yun.
"I was filling my annulment wirh her Shanea! I was, nagpro-proseso pa lang yun. Pero malapit na yung annulment ng matapos." Sabi niya.
"Mahirap bang magsabi na, Shanea? May pamilya ako pero nagfa-file na naman ako ng annulment sa asawa ko. Mahirap ba yun? Ha? Keir? MAHIRAP BA?!!" I'm frustrated. Sa kalagitnaan ng pagsasagutan namin ay biglang tumunog ang cellphone ni Ella.
She look in me with worried eyes and then, she showed me her phone. It's dad who's calling. I sit in my chair and get the phone even though my hands is shaking. Damn it!
I close my eyes before I swipe the green button. "D-dad" I said. Alam kung galit siya, alam kung nakita na nila dahil palaging nagfa-facebook ang mga pinsan ko.
"What did I just saw, Shanea Claire Sevilla..." sabi niya. He's mad! I know base on his voice.
"D-dad" that all I just say for today, I don't know where to start. It didn't sink in, in me yet. I'm tired, gusto ko ng magpahinga. Pagod na pagod na ako.
'Akin na ako na ang kakausap' narinig kong sabi ni mommy sa kabilang linya. I cried my heart out again.
"Umuwi ka muna, Keir!" I heard Ella said.
"No! I need to talk, Shanea!" Sabi niya. Trying to near me. I didn't look at him. It's disgusting knowing that I'm his mistress. I never imagine myself being a mistress. I just want to be happy, why is it hard to be happy nowadays? Ganun ba kahirap yun?
"Shanea? Anak? This is mommy, how are you? Are you okay, baby?" Hindi ko mapigilang humagulhol dahil s aboses ni mommy. I want her right now, I want to feel her embrace. Gusto ko umiyak habnag niyayakap niya ako. I can't hold it anymore.
"Mommy.." I said. Between my sobs..Dinaluhan ako ng secretary ko at hinagod ang likod ko. Buong mundo ang nakaka-alam na kabit ako, ang anak ng isa sa pinaka mayaman na business sa bansa ay isang kabit ng isang business tycoon sa Canada. I never imagine this one.
"It's okay, baby! Uuwi kami ng Daddy mo gyan. Mag-iimpake lang kami, We'll be there anak, just wait for us okay?" Tumatango-tango ako kahit hindi niya nakikita.
"I-I w-will, Mom" sabi ko. And I ended the call.I look back again to Keir who's now sitting in my couch while watching at me.
"What are you still doing here? Ang kapal din naman ng mukha mong magstay pa dito sa ginawa mo?" Sabi ko sa kaniya habang nakakunot ang noo. Ang kapal naman ng mukha!
And then, I started to the lady who's just come inside my office with her amusement smile. I know her, siya lang naman ang nagpost ng picture na yun. And then, I look to the man who's sitting in my couch who's now watching the girl who's just come inside. He looks so shock while his face is now watching me.
"So, this is the place were my husband's mistress is working.. nice place! I wonder how salary they can give.." she not know me? How pathetic!
"Janice? What are you doing here" narinig kong sabi ni Keir. Janice is grinning and went to Keir and kiss his lips. I looked away. I can't stand watching that scene.
"Hey Hon, is this the office of your mistress?" Tanung niya at napatingin siya sa gawi ko. I reamin my anger face and she just smile at me.
"Ohh.. so, you're the mistress? Well, I can't blame my husband to fall for you. Your beautiful but I'm much better than you." She said.
"What are you doing here?" I said in a cold tone.
"Is it bad visiting the mistress of my husband? And I just heard that he went here. So..." sabi niya at nagkibit balikat.
"Umalis kayo dito!" I raised my voice.
"Why?" Janice said. I hate the way she talk, I hate all of her. I stand up and went to the door of my office.
Before I go out, I heard Ella's voice filled the whole room. "Pag may nangyaring masama sa bestfriend ko, malilintikan kayo sakin. I'll make you both pay if something bad happen to her. She doesn't want this, she don't deserve this. And I'll make your family business suffer, remember that. BOTH OF YOU!!" Rinig kong sabi ni Ella. I ran to the elevator, I see Ella's worried face before the elevator shut close.
After I arrived to the basement, I automatically find my car and in just a seconds I found it. Pinatunog ko at sumakay ako sa kotse, I see Ella who's running to get into my car but she failed because I drove my car of the basement.
I'm still crying while driving, and my vision was starting to get blurry because of the unshed tears. I can't hold it anymore, nasaktan ako ulit. Hindi ko na kaya, I just want to be happy, yung lang naman ang hinihiling ko magirap ba ibigay yun? Bakit kapag gusto ko maging masaya may kapalit agad? At mas malala pa yung ginawa sakin.
Ano nalang ang sasabihin ng ibang tao? I don't care about my name anymore. I'm just worried not because of my name but because of my dignity as a woman. A respect as a woman. A respect as a woman? Paano ako naging kabit? Hindi ko alam na kaya niyang itago sakin na may asawa't anak siya. In those 6years I've been honest to him pero siya pala itong maraming tinatago? How dare him.
My tears wasn't stop from falling at nagsimula naring bumuhos ang ulan. Nakakatawa kung paano ako sinabayan ng ulan sa nararamdaman ko ngayon. My eyes getting blurry each second and before I can stepped up the break, I heard a van go to my direction and I heard the crash of the van and my car.
And everything went black....
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