Taste of Lies • Jensoo / Chaennie

Eleven

Blue. Red. Yellow.
Dark room.
Sweaty skins.
Reek of smoke.

You.

You're the only thing that matters. Jennie Kim.

It was the usual. Jennie, on her favorite spot. Second stool from the farthest right of the bar. She knew it, Jisoo knew it of course. She is her best friend, the only human she'll ever memorize. The most beautiful woman in the room. It was always her.

Always my Jennie.

Maybe she needed a break from it. A break from the paradise that she once made. Their paradise. Why? Because it was also her greatest fear. The horror of losing the most important person in her life.

"Sehun," her body was leaning backwards, knowing that the guy would be there to catch her petite body, willingly. "kiss me."

The guy immediately obliged, making Jisoo's head drop on the broad shoulder behind her "Ahh yes, right there" her eyes rolling in pleasure. Sehun's arms wrapped more tightly around her waist.

"Does it feel good?" He grunted onto her skin "Do I make you feel good, Jisoo?" Sucking the girl's neck more harshly.

Jisoo moaned "Mmh yes Jenn—" She bit her lip hard, trying to stop her own.

But it was too late.

"Jisoo" the guy said in a scary tone. Then gently detach himself from the girl "I thought this day was mine?"

She quickly turned her head, just to be welcomed by the betrayed expression of the most kind guy she had ever met. "Sehun I... I'm sorry."

She didn't mean to hurt him. It was the moment, or the alcohol. She was not on her track. But seeing Jennie, simply sitting on that bar, turned her on that she can't help but to get lost in the fantasy of her.

Sehun cleared his throat, slowly walking back, unable to look at Jisoo in the eyes "It was just one day, Jisoo" his voice fading, was he about to cry? Maybe. Because this moment, it was the same with the one Jisoo had seen on the past. Specifically the first night they had been together. It was the sad, tender voice saying, 'It wasn't okay, but I'll endure.'

The girl panicked, she quickly reached for Sehun's arm and pleaded "I- I'm really sorry, I just... I got lost and—"

"I'm tired."

His head dropped, dissapointment was visible. But what's more visible was the trembling lips and glossy eyes. "I am tired Jisoo. I only requested one day and you can't even give that to me." He finally looked at her straight in the eyes, pain was written all over his face "I'm gonna leave. Just enjoy the night with your best friend."

Jisoo heaved a sign, watching the guy walk away. She didn't have to chase him. He always ends up coming back anyway. But who wouldn't feel guilty? No one, because Sehun, he was a good human being. Most of all, a martyr.

I fucked up again.

She was on her way back to the bar where Jennie is to have a handful of shot, but instead, she turned around and went to the opposite side.
"That fucking Kai again" she mumbled once settled at the other side of the club "Two shots of my usual please".