"Why do you always keep your head in a book?"
The question I've been asked more than once
More than twice
More than a thousand times
Yet I tell you I did not know the answer
The question I refuse for you to know the answer to
Is it because I was scared for you to know the real me?
Is it because the story the author created makes me forget about reality?
About this messed up world
Does it make me forget about all the hurt you've caused me?
Or is it because the characters gives me more hope than you do?
I've always wondered what my life would be like if it were a book
Would I finally get a happy ending?
Or would it be a tragedy?
Or will it be like one of those heartfelt books about lover who loves her and only her?
I always wish you would love me the way book boys do
Flowers on random days
Surprise dates
Cute messages
I never got any of that
I think she did
The girl I never knew about
The girl I so desperately want to hate
But the hate I have for you is enough for the both of you
I hate you
I really do.
But for now I will drown my sorrows in the stories I did not write
Because it's the only way I won't feel
The only way to escape reality
My reality
~m
YOU ARE READING
Lines in my head
PoesiaPoetry is a way to cope with life Here is some of mine for those who can relate <3 I will try to post as often as I can All poetry is my own
