Today you never messaged
Today you never call
Today you never even try to get my attention
As I walked passed you
It was the first time I saw you after we ended things
I think that gave me confirmation
Confirmation that we are over
I guess I've just been holding on to the hope
The hope that you'd come running back
Like you used to do
I wasn't in the wrong
You broke me
So why do I wish you'd come back to me?
Why do I wish you'd choose me?
I don't want to feel this way
You look fine
All your friends say you're okay
Which makes want to scream
I should be fine
I should be okay
I want you to hurt the way I do
But I'm too nice
I'm too nice to let another person suffer what I have suffered
I'm too nice to let you suffer
The same way you made me suffer
Even when you deserve it
Even when you made me feel like the worst person in the world
I will not let you suffer
So I shall suffer in silence
I don't want you to know how much you've hurt me
I want you to know that I'm better off without you
So I will wait
I will wait for the day when I will walk out of my house
Head held high
With the brightest smile on my face
The smile you will never give me again
The smile that I will never reserve for you
Never again
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Lines in my head
ŞiirPoetry is a way to cope with life Here is some of mine for those who can relate <3 I will try to post as often as I can All poetry is my own
