Our life isn't bad. We're the bad ones. No daughters should lie or be deceitful and manipulative. We have no reason to stand up for ourselves, to fight back. We brought this on ourselves, now we suffer the consequences. We've lost everyone, basically every friend we have is now required to be a secret.
That's okay though, because we deserve it. We are the ones who did the hurting, not the ones being hurt. It's normal for parents to keep their kids from the ones they love and trust, those who if they lose it takes little bits of their hearts and souls with them. Its normal, every parent does it.
Our entire family aside from one is against us. We're not worth much, be happy, we don't deserve to stay here in this house. They should have kicked us out a long time ago- but they won't. So, be a good obedient little girl, bow to them like they're gods because to us? They are.
It would be easier for us to completely ghost everyone and just go back to being numb and mean, but we can't do that. We can't just randomly leave everyone so we can stay underground with them, only because we love them.
-Nix
YOU ARE READING
The little pains.
KurzgeschichtenWelcome to my mind. A confusing maze, Only I have a chance at getting through. If you understand then you understand, and if you don't then you don't.
