Everything hurts.
My body and my mind, emotions.
I can't help but feel like everything is my fault. Though, I do have to say, now that the truth is out there, I feel a little less guilty. As if I was given just a bit more time to hold my breath before taking that one deep breath in that allows my lungs to fill with water: ultimately killing me.
I don't regret a single thing I did, though. Now I'm going about it a different way... my mom could never find out if I'm lying unless someone narks me out. Though, that's not really possible since I won't tell anyone. I have to stay lowkey for the next 3 and a half years. Good grades, no friends, no sadness, smiles, and listening. It's a mask until I can move out, once I do that, I'll be ghosting my entire family and getting a place of my own or staying with someone until I can get a place of my own.
I'm just ready to leave, to get away.
I don't have much longer... I hope luck is on my side.
YOU ARE READING
The little pains.
Cerita PendekWelcome to my mind. A confusing maze, Only I have a chance at getting through. If you understand then you understand, and if you don't then you don't.
