2/9/2022 11:22pm

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I don't know where to start. 

It's starting to get harder to control switches, emotions, personalities. I don't know what voice to listen to. Was my mom, right? The little piece of paper I have that I hand to very few people is so torn up, and I can't tell if it's better or worse with this recent incident. Do I really know what love is? I don't even know if I love my family... I'm so confused. I have 4 different voices telling me different things. It's so overwhelming.

I feel numb and beyond alone, I need reassurance and I don't feel like I have it from anyone. I don't get it. Do I give up? Their problems and mental state are not for me to deal with. right? wrong, I need to try to help them but how can I do that? I feel like I'm carrying the weight of the world on my shoulders and I'm trying to pile more. 

I don't know. I'm just dramatic. 

Goodnight. 

11:28pm

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