it's been a few days after that day
time goes suck
such a sad day
at night, just before going to sleep, thoughts flooded me
all those worries
all those fear
feels to kill me slowly
I'm trying to stop myself from touching your life all the time
because I don't know,
I'm just afraid
your response before this ... I swear I don't want it anymore
bad, bad dream
but I want to be there,
next to you in your hardest time
but it seems you don't need me
but, still, here I am
hoping for a good news
waiting for a message from you
as you usually do
when everything's fine
