Huling Liham

20

C,

I finally found you! Bakit ngayon ka lang ulit dumating sa akin?

I clearly remember that day, Panda! I didn't forget it, not even once. Paano ko gagawin 'yon kung araw-araw ay dala ko ang laging nagpapaalala sa akin noon?

Ang weird ko ba? Well, I think I am now that I am smiling like an idiot while writing this one for you. Gusto ko tuloy mainis sa sarili ko kung bakit hindi ko man lang natitigan ang mukha mo. Tandang tanda ko na sobrang hindi ka mapakali noong nilapitan kita. I thought I was making you uncomfortable with my actions so I was trying to step back but I couldn't.

I really wanted to see you clearly. I got curious. But at the same time, worried that I might hurt you when I ran towards you.

And would you believe me if I tell you that I tried looking for you? Gusto ko lang makilala kita noon. And I wanted to return your panda keychain that fell when you dashed out as soon as you grabbed your bag roughly. That's why I'm calling you panda now hahaha.

But I failed. Sa libong estudyante na nandito sa university, paano kita mahahanap? I don't have anything that leads to you but just your panda keychain.

Sobrang saya ko ngayon, Panda! Parang nakumpleto na ang nararamdaman kong kulang sa akin. Ang hinahanap-hanap ko noon, nakakausap ko na pala ngayon.

C... are you really just fine knowing me through this letter? Through this writing? Because honestly, I wanted you to know me personally.

I'll wait for your decision, C. When that time comes, I wish my words reach you just like what my letters do to you.

-Vito