Chapter 18

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I drove on to a cliff. I hop down from my bike and pat it lightly.

"tnx for being with me.. All this time" I gave a last pat on it as I climbed down to the edge. I felt heavy wind hitting my face making me feel ticklish. A smile creeped through my face.

Remembering everything. Everyone. Every single moment I spend with jungkook. I am sad that I couldn't give myself to him before I go. Hell... I can't even talk to him. He must be hating me so much. I wander if my babies are lonely without me. Maybe not.. It has been more than 6 months. I chuckled myself.
I am not a one who's destiny written to be good. Mine is bloody and filled with thorns which always scratch me in to the core.

I love pain as much as I hate it. I love pain because it makes me feel like living,but I hate it as it hurts my beloved ones. Do I even have like that now...

I looked down the cliff. River flowing down like a beautiful blue snake.
Such beautiful environment. At least I am lucky enough to die somewhere like this.

I closed my eyes. Letting myself float down with wind. Feeling of no space is so blissfull... I know it's the end... End of Ias... End of choi Ima... At the end I will be able to live another life

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