Amnesia [C.H]

I will be loving you

Calums pov____

i just held her in my arms with my arms wrapped around her like a teddy bear , as she cried into my shoulder , this wasnt something i thought would ever happen
"im sorry " she apologies for the millionth time with in ten minutes
"come on lets get you home " i help her up

the car ride was silent but not to long
we parked outside the house and we sat in silences for a good few minutes before eiher of us got out of the car
i cant imagine what happened last night , i hope the tests come back soon enough and clear the air

Ambers pov+

there was nothing i could say or do to make this situation any better i just have to for the tests to come through
im not the kind of girl that will sit back and let people do everything for me , or sit and do nothing , but at this time i just want to curl up in my bed , i just want to go to my room and never come out again
"thank you calum " i spoke for the first time since we got home
"What for?" he asked
"everything " i spoke rather quietly , and slowly lifted myself from the sofa and head for calums room , yes , calums room we have our own rooms but i wanted to be in calums bed , i dragged my feet through the carpet and and closed his bed room door
pulled myself into bed and flung the covers over me and started to cry
i just dont understand anything any more
i tired so hard not to get my self into such states but now its happened and i cant do any thing about it

i felt the covers move and the bed lower as some one got in beside me
his arms moved pulling my head into his chest and i closed my eyes
this is were i wanted to be , i never wanted to leave this moment , i wish i could freaze life right here right now. this was perfect
i never want to leave his embrace
my breathing slowered and i couold no longer open my eyes , i could feel calum comb his fingers through my thick wavy hair
"i love you amber jones" i heard as i fell alseep