Perfect Storm ✔️

chapter one .

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Salmah.

I wasn't sure about anything ,
maybe I just thought I was too great or i was amazing .
Actually it's  the opposite.

My phone beeped ,
he should have  at least texted me .
I checked and it was just my regular sim notifications .
Well who was I lying to .I  was playing with fire 🔥.

He  was more stubborn than I thought .
he was my spec ,
everything I wished for,
he  had the looks ,
pocket flowing , girls around but well he  was  mine😂.
Who was I kidding .

This is the third day he hasn't checked up on me ,
I believed I was strong,
I could keep up with it but no ,it became worse, 
after all ,
He is Jaffar Ibrahim maina.

my perfect spec,
The man of my dreams.
But at least we are  together and that was what made me smile .
I finally decided to call him  .
A  little affection won't hurt.

"
Salmah".
There goes his naturally husky voice.
Uhm how are you"
I replied getting my voice to the lowest pitch .
That was my issue I always had to impress.

"I'm good alhamdulilah "he responded .

"Uhm u know we haven't spoken for a while now I was kinda worried" .

The truth is I wasn't worried l just wanted to know if he was intentionally doing this shit .

"ohhhh seriously" his reply coming with muffled sounds

Yeah I was puzzled by his answer .

"I've missed you, "
I said truthfully, 
  but his reply gave my hopes away.

"I  know u always do  ".

"well have u gone through the text I sent you, it was the last text I had sent three days ago .

"yeah I did but halimahs text was more romantic" .

That got me.
It always  did, but he never understood.
I loved him.I did ,

I was fucking insecure  .

just that sentence had me thinking for the rest of the night after the call .

what do I have to do to get better than her .

she was fair and I was just chocolate skinned

was he impressed by how much skin she showed off .

or was he impressed with her damn social media life.

I was a normal girl.

From a normal and decent home

with  family consent over everything I do .

He wouldn't get that because he was perfect.or so I thought.

I moved to her Facebook page,

liked all her photos truth to be told she was beautiful .

rich spoilt half cast that had everything she wanted including the attention of the guy i wanted to be mine forever.

Jealousy
Hatred
That was what I felt at this point .

I was pathetic ,yes I know

But I loved him , that was all that mattered and the whole world should know that .

I was a fool for love and I accepted that since the day he said he wanted to be with me.

All I wanted to do was to prove to him that I was enough .I knew I was but he never saw it , and it shattered me every single day .

I really like salmah's zeal for love.
But is he worth it ¯\_༼ •́ ͜ʖ •̀ ༽_/¯.

So this is my first chapter 🤭
What do you have to say about it.
Show me love nahh😩😩
Click on the star under this  .

Yes I love you too.
It's not one sided 🤭🤭🤭