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Salmah

How was I supposed to confront Khalil after this .

I actually lost my cool.

What is wrong with me.

You are attracted to him my inner voice spoke.

No .
It can't be.

I have never been this close to misbehaving.

It was Time for dinner I actually didn't want to go down.

I didn't want to face him but I was really hungry.

Akram was still grumpy.

I just didn't want to think outside the box.

Khaulat was giving me death glares and Khalil was looking at me intently.

Haleemarh who was oblivious to the chaos she has caused smiled at me here .

I had no reason to hate her I sat down.

I can swear that akram had been stealing glances at haleemah.

Just then her phone rang .
Seriously.
Way to go .

Uhm excuse me.
She smiled.

It's jaffar .

I wanted to shout.
But I looked up at Khalil and held my cool.

But I realized something there and then .

Jaffa was up to a game.

He was playing with our feelings.
He knew I was married to Khalil but he keeps texting me.

And he keeps calling haleemah.

The hate multiplied .

I was still lost when I heard akram.

"I don't like his aura and you won't talk to him ever again".

Wow that was an outburst none of us expected.

"He is bad news ."

"Don't you care about other people's emotions" .

I was wondering if he was talking of my emotions or his .

"He doesn't fucking care about you."

Her phone was in his hands.
He placed it in his pocket.

Now sit let's eat .

Way to kill the mood jaffar .

Welll

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He had changed when I came into the room he was lying on his back.
I stared

"please when you are done checking me out help me put a high pillow under my neck "

"I think I'll be more comfortable."

"Uhm sure " I flushed

Just as I placed it he yanked me and I fell right on him our proximity was so close

"We were interupted earlier but not now."

Shocked I replied

No !
Khalil no.!

"But this isn't the first time he cooed ".

"That was different you know."

Shit I shouldn't have said that.

He released me the look in his eyes distant .

"You only did it to make that boy jealous."

Damn !

He sighed

Soo was he a good kisser . ???
I looked at him puzzled.

He continues
"Don't look at me like I've grown horns

Well I'm sure akram will take it up from here we won't have to hear his name again.

I want him the farthest from everyone".

"I hate him ." I don't know why I felt I should tell him

"You also said that to me ." He replied curtly

But..... I tried to continue

"I know I know but what

He wispered huskily

Well you might have done that to make him jealous

But I really wanted to salmah.

I wanted to when I saw you walk in in that dress.
...

He wispered more closely

Just this once

It won't change anything

He was shaking my control.

I'm your husband
You know it isn't illegal.

I stared at him.

And if it's about him

He said that like he didn't know his name
Disgust laced his voice

I'm better than him.

Let me show you.

With that he captured my lips.

With that everything became blurry.
I could only see him.
Feel only him..

This feels so right

I nodded and he chuckled.

I suddenly created space coz I needed air

He let me go and I changed in the closet

came to the bed and put distance between us but before I could lie he yanked me closer to him.

It's cold get some sleep.

I closed my eyes and I was ok .
U intruige me salmah.
I'm not saying this to have my way with you but.

I really like this feeling of you in my arms .

I wanted to look at him but I was scared

I was scared that he'll lure me in with them.......

My heart shouldn't be beating for him.
I shouldn't fall coz it will just mess up everything.

Uffffffff.

I can't believe this .

Well this chapter is dedicated to ayshkhana

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