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September 15th,2018
After Tommy goofy ass left I excused myself to the bathroom to get myself together. I was crying or anything I was just angry, he could've picked any other day to do some foul shit like that. But on my birthday that's low down and opened my eyes.Bad enough he cheated which was unnecessary because i fuck him damn near whenever he wants to. What was wrong with me?
Making into the bathroom locking the door behind me after checking to make sure the stalls where empty. I looked at myself and I felt like I was in a different body as different thoughts came at me like daggers.
"See you're worthless"
" You can't keep anybody in your life"
" Your boyfriend got tired of you"
" You look a mess right now "
" No one will ever want you"
" Waste of space"
My eyes shot up after being alarmed with constant knocking almost kinda banging on the door. Taking a good look at myself I seen I had tears trailing down myself. I never heard or felt anything like that. My head was spinning and my heart was racing. I was scared for the first time of my own thoughts... I didn't understand what was happing but I didn't like it one bit.
Hearing Mercedes and Jewel voices outside the door I quickly wet my face with some water and pat a piece of paper towel on me to dry it up. Making sure I looked right I went to open the door to be met with sad mixed with concern faces. Without a word they both hugged me.
" Come on we can go home, order some pizza and watch movies. " Jewel offered fixing my hair a little
" Yea we already paid for drinks so we can go it's okay " Cedes followed up leading me outside ti the car.
As I was about to get in the backseat I felt my arm get grabbed making me jump out my skin
" Look we need to talk" an angry Tommy spat
" No you need to let me go now!" I yelled which pissed him off he quickly let go of my arm and used his other hand to choke roughly. Instantly was loosing my breath
" Oh hell no" I heard Mercedes said before his hand released my neck. Falling back on the ground I started catching my breath feeling my knees and legs all bruised up.
Jewel came to my side checking me out. I looked to my left, Mercedes stood of Tommy with a big everfresh bottle in her hand. He was knocked out cold. Faith help me off the group and into the car as Cedes checked his pulse.
" is he a-Alive?" I said not wanting to look over
" Unfortunately yea but are you okay? Faith call the police." She came told by me checking my neck shaking her head with tears in her eyes.
" I'm sorry I didn't react fast enough he came up quietly, if you didn't scream I wouldn't have known. I'm sorry " she bent over hugging me tight. Ever since I met her she had always mad sure no one ran over me so she felt like she failed herself but she didn't at all.
" You saved my life it's ok. I'm so appreciative of you I'm happy your my best friend " I said wiping her tears hugging her again
" The police pulling up" Faith walked over right at that moment two police cars pulled in the parking lot
" Are you ladies okay? Is this the subject?" The tall black cop with a low cut said bending on one knee lifting up Tommy who was still unconscious
"Yes he just attacked my friend and I didn't know what to do so I hit him with this bottle." Cedes voice was shaky
" okay the emt is one the way I'm about to get an evidence bag to put that in on second."
After 20 mins of questioning and different people in my face trying to check my injuries. A white short lady cop walked up to me
" Hi I'm Officer Baker before they take you to the hospital I just need to ask one more question if that's okay."
" Yes that's fine" I said staring at the ground
" Will you like to press charges?" She said standing up straight
" Of course please"
That was my last time seeing him before he went to jail. But every since that day my thoughts haunt me and it's all his fault.
