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𝐗𝐈𝐕. 𝐬𝐥𝐞𝐞𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐬

He placed me rough on the desk, hard squeezing in my hips. I kiss all the way down to his collarbone, leaving purple spot everywhere. Load gasping he unclosed my bra, and it fell on the ground, followed by my slip and his boxer. "You have no idea how happy I am that you live his baby", he whispered, kissing all the way down my body, before going on his knees. "Oh fuck", I let myself fall on the desk and his warm breathing was between my thighs. One second I thought I was going to faint, of the lack of breath. My heart beats so load it's about to fall out of my chest.

His lips hit my spot, and I felt tears gathering in my eyes. "Let me hear you bella ragazza", he said, massaging my hips roughly, kissing my life out of me. And oh hell, I did let him hear me. "Good girl", he praised, before turning back to my face. My breathing was unnaturally fast, and closed my eyes, just to process what he just did to me. "You should stop killing me, pretty boy", I sighed, wrapping my legs around his waist, and he carried me to the bed, to continue what he started. "Look at you bella donna, such a mess", he whispered against my lips, while I was just focussing on normal breathing.

"You made me the mess I am", that was what I was able to say, with all the air in my lungs. "Take something to squeeze in before you wake the whole city", he whispered, in a naughty and wanting way. I grabbed the bedsheets, and when the singer entered me I moaned loader than he could ever want me to do. "You feel so fucking good, baby girl", he moaned, softly, and kissed my tears away which were rolling over my cheeks. Not out of pain, but out of pleasure

After I screamed his name for the, I don't now which time, I heard noises in the room next to me. I did not mind, and started kissing the sweat of his chest, while softly caressing his arms. Damiano was by now, just the mess as I was, and we both loved it. Without any knocking, Victoria and Ethan came in, with sleepy eyes. "Fuck guys why?!", I snapped, hiding my face into Damiano's neck. "They are here to kick us out baby", he whispered and I saw Victoria her mouth turning into a grin.

"Don't say Lavinia did not warn you, we can't sleep, and that is because you just screamed each other's names for the eighth time", Ethan says, and I rolled off of Damiano, hiding myself under the sheets, which were covered in our sweat. "So, clothes on, and you'll go to the back yard", Victoria said, and Damiano chuckled. "What no, it's the middle of the night", I protested, and Ethan shove me his middle finger. "You live here now, so you follow our rules, clothes on I said!", Ethan snapped, but in he voice I could only hear he loved bullying us like that.

"You can't blame us, making love is completely natural, and who could handle all of this", I said, pointing at Damiano. He took my hand, and kissed it, causing me to get chills immediately. "No discussions, go dress", Victoria said again, and I chuckled, throwing Damiano his underpants. "Give us a minute", the singer said, and our two friends left the room, without saying something else. "There is a bed slash couch in the garden, we can sleep there, it's not that cold I believe", Damiano said, while I dressed myself into my light purple jogging suit.

I chuckled, when we were standing in the garden. Damiano was right, it's not cold. Behind me I heard Victoria and Ethan lock the door, and I laughed. "You guys are a weird family", I said, burying myself into Damiano his chest. "Well, you are part of it too, so you are as weird as everyone in this house", he chuckled, closing me in his arms. "Let's go lay down", he said, lifting me up like a princess. I wrap my arm close around his neck, and kiss his cheekbone, while the singer carries me towards the edge of the backyard.

I've always been afraid of the dark, and why, yes that is a very good question. And my answer on that it, I have actually no idea why I'm scared of the dark. But right now, in the arms of the love of my life, with a complete dark world around me, I don't even care about it. All I can think of is how much this asshole means to me and how thankfull I am that the universe let us finf each other like this.

In the corner of the very large backyard, there was indeed a couch that looked like a bed. Weird that I hadn't noticed it at all. Luckily there were blankets on it, otherwise I would freeze to death here. It's not cold, but you don't think: let's go to sleep in the garden. Softly he laid us both down, and wrapped a blanket around our bodies. I yawned for the sixth time and lay my head on his chest, closing my eyes to hopefully get some sleep. "Chia?", my boyfriend asked, and I lifted my head to look into his dark eyes. "I'm glad I was drunk back in Miami, otherwise I would have never noticed how much I love you", he said, and my heart melts.

"I'm glad you were drunk", I giggling, crawling closer towards him, shivering. His hand went under my sweater, and he caressed over the chills I got. "Good night, my beauty queen", he kissed my forehead, before taking me into his grip with two arms, so there was no possible way that I was able to feel cold. "I love you way way way way more, my rockstar", I whispered against his chest, placing a kiss on it.   

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he is one hell of hotness