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𝐗𝐗𝐈𝐈. 𝐨𝐟𝐟 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐬

Damiano is packing his suitcase, while I watch him from our bed, humming along with one of their songs 'lasciami stare'. "Oh Amore, I don't want you to leave", I say, earning a smile from my boyfriend. Today, Damiano and the band are leaving to the USA, since they won Eurovision, they are famous as fucked, in literally every single country in this world. And I really can't ecplain how proud I am on them for making a fucking USA debut.

Damiano asked me a million times to come with them, but I decided to stay here. Lavinia has to work and she can't take days of, so I'm staying here in Rome, with her, and Chili, Legolas and Bidet. "I'm going to miss you more than anything baby", he jumped on the bed, kissing me roughly. It caused me to blush too much and I returned the kiss. "Remember what we agreed on", I said, raising my eyebrows. "I'll call you every night, I promise, but you know, different time zones, so I'll call you in the morning for you", he giggled lifting me on his lap.

"And text me when you wake up", I placed a little kiss on his nose and cuddled him heavily. "Oh my princess, I don't know what I will do without you", he pressed my body closer on his and I felt a tear rolling down my cheek. Don't get me wrong, you have no idea how insanely proud I am that they made it to the top of the world, but that means I have to miss him for a whole fucking month. "I'm so proud of you", I whisperd, placing a million kisses on his shoulder. "I love you Chia, and I'll miss you, but it's only a month, not a whole year", he chuckled, causing me to giggle.

"Damiano, the cab is here!", from downstairs I hear Victoria yelling, and Damiano quickly closed his suitcase, and took my hand. The suitcase was too large to carry on his own, so I helped my boyfriend, who fell of the three last steps, causing Thomas to burst into laugh. "I really should have record that", he said, while Lavinia carried his suitcase towards the black laquer cab.

"Thomas, be nice to that poor boy," I said, trying to hold back my laughter. Damiano rubbed his shin, which had only a small scrape. "Okay sweetie, but don't overreact like that," I said as I followed Lavinia to the taxi, where Ethan was smoking a cigarette, and Victoria was playing such a childish game on her phone. Chili came running out, barking loudly.

"Awh, look who's going to miss her mom," said Lavinia, when Victoria picked up her little dog and hugged her really tight. "I miss you girl, but Aunt Lavinia and Aunt Chiara are going to take very good care of you", Victoria gave her dog a kiss on the nose and I looked at our two cats, who were just enjoying the sun and not paying any attention to us.

Damiano and Thomas came outside and I jumped into my boyfriend his arms. "Oh gosh, I will miss you so much", I said, pressing a warm kiss on his lips. "I. Will. Miss. You. More", by every word, he placed a kiss on my lips, which made me blush harder than I already did. Next to me I saw Ethan and Victoria looking and Damiano and me, and Thomas and Lavinia, loud sighing. "Stop sighing friends, once you'll have a girlfriend too and than we are gonna leave you too", Damiano said, grinning at the drummer and the bassist.

"I'm so proud of you, you are going to do great", I said, before I jumped out of his arms, but Damiano had something different in his mind.

D A M I A N O:

When I pulled Chiara back to me, I saw Ethan and Victoria getting more and more impatient. I grinned at them again, and wrapped my arms around her neck. You have no idea how happy I am we made it to the top, and we are going to the states. But that also means I have to leave something that is more important than music, more important than my job, my girlfriend.

And I know how proud Chiara is, and how much she loves the fact that we are about to make our USA debut, but oh my gosh, I'm going to miss this girl so much. "Come on, you have to go", she mumbles, kissing my chest another few times, before I let her go. Victoria and Ethan sighed in relief and Chiara walked towards my bandmates, to hug them too. "I'm so damn proud of you all", she said, when I gave her an air kiss, before I entered the cab.

I saw her laying her arm around Lavinia's shoulder, and they both looked sad, sad that we were leaving for a month, but also proud, so fucking proud. Ethan said something to our driver, but I didn't even hear it. The car started, but my eyes were looking straight at Chiara, and for as long as I could, I looked at her, and when she wiped one tear away, I did the same. Victoria saw it and I leaned my head against her shoulder, when we drove off the driveway, towards the airport.

C H I A R A:

For as long a possible we looked at the car, which became smaller and smaller, until it was gone. "I'm going to miss them", that was the first thing Lavinia said, and I cleared my mind. "Yes, but we are going to have the most fun month ever, and we are going to do everything we want", I said and an evil grin appeared on Lavinia her face, when Chili started jumping around us.

*Damiano posts a mirror picture with you*

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Ykaaar: a month without you baby, how am I going to survive this

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Chiaramoretti: uhm idk, having fun in the fucking USA

Ykaaar: chiaramoretti I will, I was born to be wild ; )

Chiaramoretti: ykaaar aww I love you Amore

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Lavinia_a__: aww I blame myself for making her stay

Ykaaar: lavinia_a__ I blame you for making my girl stay

Ykaaar: lavinia_a__ just kidding love you bestie

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Vicdeangelis: wow, chia you look good

Chiaramoretti: vicdeangelis awh tysm vicccc

Ykaaar: vicdeangelis back off sister, she is fucking mine

Chiaramoretti: ykaaar aww Amore I love you

Ykaaar: chiaramoretti I love youuu moreeeeeeeeeee 

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I don't like this book anymore :(