In My Feelings

fading

you ever just feel so low to the point where you don't know what you're feeling?

I thought life was about finding and discovering yourself. but it turns out, I'm torturing myself trying to pressure myself into having a "perfect life".

hard work is everything. you work hard enough to get into a good school, getting a good job and a good career. but what if those things are just temporary? what if we spend the rest of our lives thinking we could've done something else that actually brings us joy?

this definition of success that society wants us to believe is so toxic. it drove us into thinking that its what we're meant to do in this world.

I'd say we ignore that. I'd say we don't let the society's definition of success dictates our goals and dreams. 

we create our own definition of success. we make our own happiness. we make goals that will actually make us happy even if its in a small amount.

achieve happiness. because without it, goals and dreams wouldn't exists if it doesn't make us happy.