I feel as though i have never been enough to you as a person. It is like you have never even seen me as a human being. Sometimes i wonder if you would ever look at me the way I have been looking at you.
Day by day, my feelings are slowly fading. But at the same time, you show such affections that I wish you would keep doing instead of pushing me away and neglecting me. You show such consistency of hatred towards me. Rather than apologizing, you go ahead and push me away as if I was never hurt after being treated that way.
It has always been me. I have always been the one begging for your forgiveness when it's supposed to be you who showed less affections yet apologies were never in your virtue.
Why does it still hurt? Knowing damn well I would still forgive whatever pain you put me through.
I guess what they say about love being blind, really opened up my eyes how blind I am to even let you go.
I've acknowledged it, and yet I still want to love you in every way I promised I will.
I tried to stay afloat in this very love of ours, but as time goes by, I feel like I'm drowning in an ocean of your "love".
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In My Feelings
PoetryThis book is about acknowledging what I feel and tolerating them by writing them down. I don't write poems, which I'm not sure if its poems. I just write what I feel. So, feel free to cringe.
