Connected-L.H Book 2

7./real life?

Here is chapter 7 for you guys!

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I sat in my bed, feeling the white sheets.

I look around and the room is so dull it makes me sick.

And it smells, well it actually smells nice so I can't complain.

I looked back at Em, She was sitting on a chair looking at her phone with her head in her hand.

I sigh and put my hands on my face.

I rub my face over and over again, trying to forget.

I want to forget that I went to Luke's house.

I want to forget that I saw the other boys.

I want to forget that I had a break down in front of them all.

And I mostly want to forget what I saw what I walked into that bathroom.

It just hurts to bad, Knowing I can't be there with them.

They are in Australia. I am in Asia.

Sitting in this hotel with Em because I am to sad to go out.

And there is nothing to do here.

We leave for Europe tonight at 10pm.

But I don't want to go. every time I get on a plane I am just getting farther and farther from the people I love and care about.

Em was texting Calum non stop to make sure Luke was okay, and I was texting Michael.

But there has been nothing.

I sigh and look back at Em.

She tries to smile at me, "we should get our things ready, We need to be at the airport two hours early and it's already 6:30."

I only nod my head and got up, I grab all my things and put them away.

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We were at the airport when it all went down.

We had 5 minutes till boarding when i got the call.

The call that made me run to the desk and pay $1,000 to switch flights.

Okay so she didn't take my money, but she changed it.

Em and I ran for the plane and got on just in time.

I began sobbing into my hands when we were seated and the plane began to take off.

Em held me closer to her side and rubbed my arm with her hand.

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We got there in a matter of minutes after just dropping our things off at his house.

We ran inside and I go to the front desk.

"L-luke H-Hemmings please??" I ask.

"Yes, room 305."

I grab Em's wrist and we run to the room.

I burst through the door and go to his side.

I began sobbing my heart out next to Luke, holding his hand the entire time.

This should not be happening to him!!

He did nothing wrong!

The nurse came in and started telling Em and I what was going on.

"It seems Mr. Hemmings cut very deep and lost a lot of blood. He also overdosed on almost every medication. I'm sorry, But he is going to he on life support for a while. and there is a 15% chance he will live."

My mouth fell open as a sob fell out of my mouth.

I look back down at Luke.

"No, no Luke. please. you Are so strong! You Can do this! Please! I need you!"

I keep mumbling things and crying the rest of the night.

Why does this have to happen to me? To Luke mostly.

I can't help but blame myself for all of this.

For not believing him, for leaving. for everything I ever did to him.

He never deserved any of this.

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Luke*

When i was sitting on the ground in the bathroom taking the pills four or five at a time Michael started yelling.

I tilt my head back and let the tears stream down the sides of my face.

I shake my head over and over again and close my eyes.

I cut my wrists a few more times and take another handful of pills with the tiny bit of strength I had.

Everything was blurry and getting darker and I actually liked it.

When my eyes closed I heard a lot of sounds.

Someone crying, People yelling, Sirens.

And the beeping of a hospital room monitor.

I can't hear any more sounds than that and everything is black.

To be honest I am scared shitless.

What is going on?? I don't know. Where am I? I don't know.

Am I dieing? I think so.

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Sorry this chapter is soooo short!!! 😭😭

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