Candid

Two

A moment of silence for my heart.

Alone but pounding loudly inside my chest like a band in a party just thinking about the guy that I met at the rooftop and in art gallery weeks ago.

Seems like my mind and heart became one.

I shake my head.

It's not right.

It cannot be.

I lay on my bed. Looking at the glow in the dark moons and stars on my ceiling.

My body relaxed. I breathe out.

But my mind keeps wandering about something- someone perhaps.

And I literally need to stop it from wandering before I get bumped on something hard to let go.

I stand up, walking out my bedroom to just sit there on the couch in the living room.

I get foods first because my mouth and stomach craves for something again today. I settled with a Nutella, cookies, fresh milk, and my favourite tacos before turning on the television.

And the way the sun sets kiss his soft cheeks.

When her eyes glows with the golden hue.

A smile formed across his lips.

I will keep those eyes glowing, I knew.

What an interesting movie.

I lay my back on the couch comfortably. Eyes focusing on the movie.

I can almost feel what the characters feels. Except it's not happening on me. I sighed. I wish I was the girl. I wish I was her.

What am I even thinking?

I put my feet on the table in front of me and relaxed my self on the couch.

Maybe I can be that girl. Maybe.