I could get used to you erenxreader

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y/n's POV:
*1 year ago*

"y/n! Come downstairs!" my mom said screaming.

"yeah give me one minute!"I said.

I was getting out of bed. I put a shirt because I was in a bra. I ran downstairs and saw my mom and dad waiting for me in the kitchen.

"hey sweetie, we need to tell you something.."my dad said in a sad tone.

"come sit down"she said.

"of course" I said as I walked up to the counter to sit down. "so what's up?"

"we need to tell you something important but please do not freak out"he said.

I was getting nervous because it was never good when someone told me "don't freak out"so I started fidgeting with my rings waiting for his important news.

"to be honest I never thought this would happen but" he took a breath before finishing his sentence. "i got fired"he said looking me dead in the eyes.

at this exact moment. i knew we would have some problems. "since when..?" i wasn't sad because of the fact that we probably would need to move out but more because my dad loved his job and he was always so joyful when he left every morning.

"i got fired yesterday so i don't even know what i will do" he said.

"are we going to move out?" I said looking at my mom then back at my dad back and forth.

"yes most likely" she said looking at my dad then nodding. "we haven't decide where yet"

"oh okay should i go get Jacob?" I asked them.

"NO! i mean no..we'll take care of him"he said looking scared.

jacob was my little brother who I had a really good relationship with. "oh okay..yeah no problem"

"thank you sweetie for not overreacting.." mom said. she approached me and gave me a hug. a warm and desperate hug. she was really stressed out with my dad losing his job.

"no problem mom"while breaking the hug and ran back to my room without looking back at them.

I closed the door of my room and jumped onto my bed. I took my phone and my AirPods and connected them. I clicked on the Spotify icon and chose the song that represented how I felt right now.  the song "The beach" by the neighbourhood started playing in my AirPods. I was jamming to the music at first but then tears started to flow out. I didn't know that it would affect me that much. we were just moving out right?. no. i was moving out but i would leave my boyfriend behind. my best friends Amelia and Sophie behind.  my whole life behind. my house where i grew up behind. yeah of course i don't know where i was gonna move out but Marley was a pretty rich city where families where only 1 of their parents work don't live here. i always bottle up everything and act happy around everybody because i hate being weak. i hate crying. i look so ugly and pathetic.

"ah FUCK! my mascara is running" I said looking at my face on snapchat. after I cried my heart out on the neighbourhood I felt better. should i tell them? i need to tell them. "fuck it" I mumbled.

I opened message. I clicked on Amelia, Sophie and mines group.

COCK SUCKERS🙄
me: hi bitches
answer me rn
i need to tell y'all something
ANSWER ME UGLY WHORES😐
fuck you

ugly bitch🤡: what? it's 1 fucking am.

me: finally bro🙁
you go to sleep at like 5 am bitch?
anyw we need to wait for amelia 😉

rat looking cunt😹: stfu y/n

me: no "HI SEXY MTF" ???
wowwww🙁

rat looking cunt😹: no you're mad annoying rn

ugly bitch🤡: yh fr😐

me: so yeah im moving out✌️

ugly bitch🤡: good fucking joke y/n i almost forgot to laugh. goodnight

me: im not joking my dad lost his job

ugly bitch🤡: you fr!??!?

rat looking cunt😹: WHAT?
you've gotta br joking.
kys
joky ily❤️
MO STOP PLAYING Y/N

me: i'm not and it's fucking bothering me
they told me today that we will move out but they don't know when and where😬

ugly bitch🤡: omg y/n that's so fucking sad we need to make the few months ahead of us the best of your life🙏

rat looking cunt😹: yh omg like jump off a roof😩 or have a threesome😳✌️

me: ofc ugly cunt❤️😩 anyw
that's all i'm tired so i'm gonna go to bed rn
bye bitches❤️🤡

ugly bitch🤡: ok gn girls xxx

rat looking cunt😹: yh goodnight<3
read at 01:16

and with that done i felt relieved. i turned my phone off and plugged it. i went to my bathroom and took a shower. i was feeling disgusting with my smudged mascara on my face. i left it there for 2 hours. i entered the shower and the hot water was trickling down my back. it felt nice. i took my vanilla shampoo and i started to wash my hair while massaging my scalp. i then rinsed my hair and took my vanilla body wash and took my cloth and washed my body. i got out of the shower and put my pyjamas on. i got into my bed and tried sleeping. but i was stressing out because i needed a way of telling my boyfriend i was moving out. while i was overthinking i didn't realize but my eyes were closing and i drifted into a deep slumber.

933 words guys!! i'm so excited but scared bc i feel like this is confusing..anyw